Overview
The closed door conversations you are missing out on are nothing to be concerned about -- your life or career growth will not be negatively affected by them anytime soon. All of this internal talk has little, if anything to do with you, so take a break from the paranoia. Assuming the worst is not a good way to avoid disappointment -- but it is a very good way to get yourself all worked up over nothing! So just chill out and save the worrying for when you actually have something to worry about.
