Moving Forward

Moving forward what does this really mean moving on with my life and forgetting the people that did me wrong Moving forward does it mean forgetting the pain,the heart break,being robbed of my childhood and afraid to trust people even if it means not trusting your own parents because their the ones that was suppose to be my Save Haven they were the ones that was suppose to protect me and shelter me from anyone that wanted to harm me.Does moving on mean to turn the other cheek and in the end let God take care of it on judgement day? So many mix emotions, I know everyone have their reasons why they do what they do But to think your own parents would be diffrent Was I a misfit child that no one wanted because I looked a little diffrent then the others was I that unplanned child that every female wish and pray to God that dear old mother nature would come for a visit soon so she wouldn't have to break the news to her parents about me.As a child my dreams should have been sweet and plesant my dreams shouldn't have to be nightmares.So many sleepless nights I would lye awake trying to protect myself from the boogie man and his wife "Miss Boogie Man" I was no match for them How could someone say "I lOVE You" every night right before something bad happens to you then turn around to say "Sorry" Is the world so full of deceitful people