Shadows of Tears

How much patence do you have? Enough to stop yourself from doing something, anything, that ends up in your hands in the end? When you look at how WE kids and adults became, it really diseves me! Especially our schools today! How the kids group up, its like school isn't even about learning anymore! How is it possible to go to school worrying about your clothes, shoes, hair- and how about freinds? Its sick on how kids keep one eye open at night worrying where they will be accepted in a class group or lunch! Its fun to be with your freinds, yea, how about when you dont have freinds?! Or have freinds who are fake and talk about you like a comedy show! Having the odasity to keep chiping away at ones heart doesnt make you cool and it sure doesnt make you half the person they are! It makes you a pathetic cold hearted stone, who has nothing else in life exept suck the confadince out of people who aren't in your acceptance circle! Aren't you just the stud-muffin! In no possible way, shape, or form you've been in ones shoes who've lost their confadince, self respect, and reason to care because if you have you wouldn't even have the odacity or right mind to treat anything in extictince the way you once have. Pain isn't contagoius, its forced to you- and it takes an army to force it away. To the bullies of every school or just anybody reading my corny blog who have verbaly, or physically hurt somebody- you don't even know what depresion can do to you and how it affects a persons life. You've ovbiosly never steped into ones shoes, because you clearly never been in mine.
Adults, "kids" who "grown up". When I say grown up, I mean NOT KIDS ANYMORE! Their are so, so many adults who have done wrong that I can blog about, but, my full attention is on teachers and the Board of ED. What are you doing? You've come up with this OH so big anti bullying system, but it hasn't woke yet! How many kids are diagnost with depression? How many kids try and comit suicide, and sadly have? Thanks for reconizing the way kids in our schools have treated one another and how kids have been treated. This is still the begining! We're still kids no matter to age 16 to 17! You have to understand "YOU" the teachers are preparing us for life! "YOU" the Board of ED. are there to make sure we 110% are guided the right way. There are so many paths in life. One path to life is succes and its right in front of you. The other paths surround us and its "your job" to make sure we choose succes! But, life and reality choose for us, and thats when you guide us the right way! Think, of how many children you've prepared for life. How they made it to the through the world hands clean! But what about thoose who haven't? No, I am not blaming any of this on teachers but, there is always a true and false. Never both. My advice is, don't close your eyes and turn your head when you see directly infront of yourself a kid in need. Weather its when the kid is being pushed farther into there shadows, or they are just full out there a diffrent person! Because deppresion isn't all fun and games when that person has one foot off the edge.
~ FREAK
(I wish there was spell check on here!)