Self-esteem is a topic that has generated a fair amount of controversy over the last few decades, but one thing seems clear: you don't get healthy self-esteem from constantly telling yourself how great you are, or even from other people telling you how great you are. You get healthy self-esteem from behaving in ways that you yourself find estimable.
For instance, you feel better about yourself when you keep a difficult resolution, meet a challenge, solve a problem, learn a skill, or cross something unpleasant off your to-do list. And one of the best ways to feel better about yourself is to help someone else. Do good, feel good.
I had a friend who went through a period of tremendous rejection: she was fired from her job, she didn't get into the graduate program to which she'd applied, and her boyfriend broke up with her. Everything worked out fine, and I asked her how she got through such a tough time. She said, "I was practically addicted to doing good deeds for other people. It was the only way I could make myself feel like I wasn't a total loser."
I recently performed a very small good deed that gave me a boost: I threw away someone else's trash. I've always been careful to throw away my own litter, but it never occurred to me to do anything about random litter lying around.
The other day, though, I was in the subway, where an empty Snapple bottle was rolling around to the great annoyance of everyone in the car. The bottle rolled back and forth, back and forth, and I thought, "Someone should pick that up." Then I thought-"Someone like me! Why shouldn't I be the one to pick it up?" So I did. I was astonished by the surge of good feeling I got, quite disproportionate to such a minor action.
Since then, I've looked for chances to throw away other people's trash. Newspapers strewn across seats in the airport, candy wrappers on the sidewalk, that kind of thing.
"Do good, feel good" is a happiness truism that really is true. Act like a considerate citizen of the world, and you'll also boost your self-esteem. How about you? Have you felt a boost in your feelings of self-worth after doing something worthwhile?
I'm working on my Happiness Project, and you could have one, too! Everyone's project will look different, but it's the rare person who can't benefit. Join in -- no need to catch up, just jump in right now.
* I got a kick out of this video of a barista making animals out of foam. I know, but hey, it's Friday afternoon.