Facing My Mortality

Yesterday I experienced what I think was the darkest day of my entire life. I was faced with my mortality and I did not like what I saw. There is a lot of unfinished business in my life. Fences that need mending. Misunderstandings that need cleared up. Relationships that need to be restored. If you were to look up "bummed out" in the dictionary you would have seen my picture. I don't want to die yet, but my health is not the greatest to say the least. I think I have received a very pointed wake up call. Thank You Bishop from Saint Matthew's church for your caring letter. You keep me afloat in life during the rough times. I plan to take baby steps towards restoring my health. I can't do anything too rough or drastic or I will keel over with a heart attack. At least I am educated on things that can help...like aspirin, and chitosan and other remedies.Take Care all of you. "Friend"hang in there. I know you worry about me. I spent some quality time with God yesterday and it helped a lot. I don't think my work on earth is done yet so I'll be sticking around aawhile yet.