been reading about young girls who have an eating disorder. That reminds me of my problem once upon a time.
At one time or another . I felt bad about my body and looks as well.. It was so bad i can not look in a mirror
But I think it was my mother telling me how awful i look. She keeps telling me to cover up. Meaning your fat. i don;t wanna see it. .. I swear to God my mother looks at me . Lets see hmmm What is wrong with you today? Your hair needs to be comb. Those are the days she looks very hard at me. I just laugh. Because i know its her problem Not mine.
I also tell myself I am an former Miss Universe. I know its hard to believe. But its true. I also have the greatest guy on earth. Supporting me in every way. We can talk about everything. Its a great feeling to talk to someone who loves you no matter what.
Can i have my own TV show now. ? Yes, How long do i have to wait to get this show going.
I will tell you about everything about my man. Maybe you will learn from us. I will tell you some beauty secrets. And you will laugh i am sure of it. I am not perfect. I do not wanna be. ..Yes, I have talent. Oh no not another wannabe. . Is that what your thinking. Then your in for a big treat. ( surpise) They tell me I can have my own TV show. But When? That is what i wanna know too
