Here We go

So I have had the conversation with the guy and it went alright. I have no idea how he felt but I do know how I feel. This sucks. There is no way around it this truly sucks. I understand that every decision has consequences and etc. yet, I can not deny how I feel about this guy. I don't want to give that up. So I guess the quest is to find out how I can be with him rather can we truly maintain a relationship despite this? The reality is that it may not be possible yet, you never know. This is who and where I am right. I am not a mess but my heart is hurt. I know for a fact that he had string feelings but I guess they are not strong enough. Alright, Not much else to say. Peace