It had been a while since I made my next visit to the libray to write, but time was giving me a plate full of ideas to eat and digest. My life was stariving from the lack money and all that it could supply - damn near. In my efforts to stay focused, I had to count the blessing that I had the opportunity to wake in the arms of a man who tries his best to love me. I also had to count the blessing that, despite what I saw as a disposition, my childrn were being well taken care of as well.
The truth be told, I had such a window of time and opportunity that I had no idea what to do with it. So, often times I sat back, sipping on beer (that a good friend offered me), and watch other people live there lives through reality shows. "Damn it! I would rather live my life rather than watch other lives theirs.. although, it is quite interesting an motivational", is what I would often find my mind wandering to. Well, one day I had to take that leap for something worth living.
During my next visit to the library I had, I came a cross a wounderful book that inspired and guided me into making my dreams come true... whatever they where.I was game and began to read it every day as an action worth taking towards my goals - or figuring them out. As indulged in the far reaches of my mind, I realized that Pole Fitness, stardom, and entrepreneurship was a big thing for me.
I started doing a little investigation on all of them, starting with running a nonprofit. It seemed the best avenue to go since, not only could I not afford the training for my pole certification, there also had to be many more who could not either. Some may want to compete as the field grows. Yet, its not the cheapest field of study.If I could not afford to go myself, maybe I can help other pursue their dream. Not just in pole fitness, but in all kinds of dance. I had always told myself that I should be a dance major. Since I couldn't very well travel on four pennies, maybe I can do some justince for the next person.
I was willing to do all that I could with the avalible resources I had - my brain, ambition, the library, and my feet. Only heaven knoew the results of such efforts.