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By June Last updated: Wed Nov 4, 2009 6:51am PST
  • Emotions...

    By June, on Wed Nov 4, 2009 6:51am PST

    Emotionally strained + stressed out.... life is such a chore. Again and again, really at a loss for words. He's done it again. Flew off again on Tuesday afternoon. Should be back on Thursday??? Guess so. It's just so cold in my heart. Maybe I'm losing it. Feelings for him are slowly… Read More »

  • Enough is enough...

    By June, on Fri May 1, 2009 4:56am PDT

    Spoke to him on Wednesday and was not too happy about the way the conversation went. I casually asked how TD has been treating him these few times ever since he promised me to stay away from her. He said that nothing much has happened and that nothing has happened between the two of them. He had… Read More »

  • Love so right...

    By June, on Wed Apr 29, 2009 7:27am PDT

    How can a love so right, turn out to be so wrong... He will be leaving in a couple of days to go back to HCM. What should I do? I don't think I can handle it. I dare not think what will happen. Keeping my fingers crossed and praying for the best.

    I know…

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  • Hurt...

    By June, on Wed Apr 29, 2009 7:06am PDT

    If I can find the courage again I will probably kill myself and it won't be the first time I have these thoughts. Really no meaning at all to miss him so much and wait for his return to SIN and everytime it's an anticlimax. He would be so grouchy and naggy and I would be so stressed out.… Read More »

  • Moving on...?

    By June, on Wed Apr 29, 2009 7:02am PDT

    Now I have to think of how I should go on from here. Should I leave him or should I give up? I am so tired. So, so tired. I want to give up everything... Read More »

  • Betrayal...

    By June, on Fri Apr 24, 2009 8:01pm PDT

    Continuing from where I left off the last time... I asked him when the affair started and he insisted that there was never an affair... ?? Should I believe him or not? I really don't know. Told him he needs to be straight with me or else that's it... The end of everything.… Read More »

  • Heartache

    By June, on Sun Apr 12, 2009 6:00am PDT

    Couldn't stop myself from having wild and unwanted thoughts... I was struglling within myself - to confront him or not... couldn't concentrate on my work... didn't know what to do... wondering... Why did he have to do this to me? I kept wondering and thinking... I couldn't… Read More »

  • Everyday is a heartache...

    By June, on Sat Apr 11, 2009 5:02am PDT

    Things haven't been going on well at all since I found out what I was not supposed to know... So well hidden, so secretive... God! What am I supposed to do???

    I had my suspicions at first... but those were few and fleeting.... until I stumbled upon some phone bills that I was supposed…

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