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By Jewel Last updated: Sat Mar 7, 2009 9:06pm PST
  • My Mind Was Right!

    By Jewel, on Sat Mar 7, 2009 9:06pm PST

    My heart said you were right You was my knight My angel from heaven Then my mind said you wasnt right You couldn't be a white knight My devil from hell Looks like my mind was right Read More »

  • your mistake

    By Jewel, on Thu Feb 12, 2009 5:33pm PST

    She is not as pretty as me. She doesn't look as good in your bed. She is fat. she doesn't love you like do. She dumb to think you will not cheat on her as well. I know the sex isn't as good as mine. You always knew I was to good for you, and that's why your with her. Enjoy your… Read More »

  • Letting go

    By Jewel, on Tue Feb 10, 2009 1:42pm PST

    She is not as pretty as me. She doesn't look as good in your bed. She is fat. she doesn't love you like do. She dumb to think you will not cheat on her as well. I know the sex isn't as good as mine. You always knew I was to good for you, and that's why your with her. Enjoy your… Read More »

  • memories of us

    By Jewel, on Wed Feb 4, 2009 8:26am PST

    Every day a memory of you I face. Lies I tell myself to make peace. I pretend that you are here So I can face this place. Our memories I hold so dear. At night it helps me feel safe. Still dreams seem so real I look for you in your place. Still everyday I pray to forget your face. Smile someone is… Read More »

  • I have waited two years and now......

    By Jewel, on Tue Nov 11, 2008 10:59pm PST

    You didn't want to stay home
    So I let you roam

    You decided one day that
    Alisha was were you wanted to be

    Away with my diamond
    Alisha moved in our house

    I have spent two years waiting on your return...

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  • Life is about acceptance

    By Jewel, on Tue Sep 16, 2008 3:05pm PDT

    I have to accept that you have moved on.  It doesn't matter if i wait on you or not. I have to find a way to accept that you have moved on and that you love alicha and not me.  I have to deal with the fact that she lives in my house and sleeps in my bed and has your love.  I want...

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  • Without Kevin

    By Jewel, on Sun Sep 14, 2008 1:17pm PDT

    I heard you said my name and I got so excitied thinking that for one minute you were thinking about me.  Yes even that you were wanting to see me.  After a few days have gone bye I realize that we will never be.  Like the sun risie I will always be here waiting for you and like the... Read More »

  • To both my sister, and My Uncle

    By Jewel, on Mon Sep 1, 2008 12:08pm PDT

    Talk about me everyday refuse to talk to me when you see me. You can hate me You can have family christmas together without me and yes please let me be the topic of conversation You can can say every negitive thing you want to even if it isn't true I will not appoligize to any of you for mom...

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  • JUST NEED TO GET IT OUT

    By Jewel, on Fri Aug 29, 2008 12:32pm PDT

    I will live without you

    I laugh with co workers

    I make myself feel good when I am shopping

    I entertain myself watching Movies

    I fall asleep with you in my thoughts

    I find things to feel the empty void I have inside.

    I no longer watch the clock waiting on...

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  • Another month has come and gone without Kevin

    By Jewel, on Fri Aug 29, 2008 8:49am PDT

    I woke up on to realize that another month is over and still I have not seen you are talked to you in so long (1 year 4 mths).  I find little safe places in life to smile, but it hasn't been much.  I made a promise to you that I would wait forever but who knew forever would be so long...

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