What would the lonely do?’s Blog

By What would the lonely do? Last updated: Sun Nov 29, 2009 9:53pm PST
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Write something about yourself now! I am in love with a younger man. We are friends, but I am deep in love with him. We had a misunderstanding and I started staying away from him hoping to forget. To no avail. it seems I am more in love now that ever. I will graduate in about 6 months. I will leave this place and we will not see each again. I go to different social events to see him, and this is working for now. I want more than this. This week end we were at a social event. I was so happy I finally got the nerve I was going to talk to him at last. He pulled out his cell phone and started making a telephone call.This hurt something awful. I just left and vowed to not bother him again. He is sort of shy I think. I would be hurt if I approached him and he rejects me. What do I do? After loving him for two years I think it is going to take a miracle to forget. I do not have any friends to talk to, because he was my best friend. When we see each other we barely speak and sometimes we do not speak at all. Even though I find myself hating to leave here; I sometimes if it is best for me. I saw him taking a pill. It was something I can't forget. I have been so worried about him. I think he could be sick. If something happens to him I would just die. Now I want to talk to him more than ever. I do not know how to start a conservation with him. I wish he knew how I felt and start talking to me first. I am so lonely for him; I miss him so much. I would settle for being friends again, if we could go back to the way we were.