I AM MAD AT MYSELF
I am mad at myself that it's not your fault that you lied to me and gave me a lot of hope but my fault for believing you and making you an object of my love a symbol of my friendship and a ray of my hope in my life and how you capitalized and used my kindness as a point of weakness
I am mad at myself on how my heart, mind and soul want to erase and forget you in my life but my conscious won't let me do for this was the most natural and precious thing that would have happened between the two of us to find the sojourn of love and create a harbinger of hope and friendship.
I am mad at myself for having mistaken it all for love and investing a lot in the relationship that never was and not you for failing to see and understand my gestures of give and take and little offers of friendship and little love messages I have always directed in your heart to show my concern and care.
I am mad at myself for always being nice to you always trying to lift you upRead More »from MAD at MYSELF POEM