Three months ago, i was a girl living with a dark and ugly sin and was dancing with some demons on the inside and out and was running with the wrong people and leaving my good friends and family behind.
I know I said at the end of 2011 that I won't get myself involved with any man of any kind nor let others control me nor take advantage of me, but yet again I was wrong this year and I keep breaking my resolutions for the wrong reasons.
Hear me when i say this I will never nor let anyone take control nor use me again like this year and mark my words, when 2013 hits, I will stand on my own two fett and I will take control of my life and my love life and try to balance it better than i did in my teens and still my early 20s.
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I am so excited about Relay for Life that I am going to sing there on the track where it's going to held. and my dreams are coming true. I will face the fear of singing up front of crowds and have a good time as well.
I asked some of my classmates and some are going and some are doing something else for the weekend besides the greatest event ever. I just hope I do good and perform well and as for my song, I will do Jazmine Sullivan's hit song, Lions, Tigers, & Bears and all I have to do is learn that last part of the song and I got it.
I will live my dreams!Well, prom is almost here and I'm totally excited but what's keepin my spirit a litte bit low is that my boyfriend has junior officers (aka homegirls who have thir boyfriends) watching me incase I dance with another boy at the prom and the thing I can't stand about it is that my boyfriend keeps asking me who am I going with and I keep telling him over and over and over again that I'm either going with my friend Jessica or with a group of kids and right now he is pissing me off everytime I bring it up!
I know he loves me very much and cares for me and I even understand that he wants to be with me forever but, it's my prom night and I want to make a memory of it and the thing is, I just want him here where I live and want him to come to my prom night and maybe just maybe we could kiss under the stars at night.
