Blog Posts by Loveyrose

Just thought I'd say that I've changed A LOT in the past while since I've been on here. I've had quite a few relationships and I'm in a new one right now. So far everything's okay. I hope it stays like that because he makes me happy. He sometimes makes me sad because he reminds me of somebody that hurt me... A man I loved. Sometimes I wish I didn't pick the people that hurt me... but then I'd never know what being in love felt like.
Also adding and entry from my journal;

August 24, 2011.
So today, we made love.




***Cierra Loverose***

So i like this guy he's new and well i've already made friends, i know his cousin and im friends with him too. i like them both because theyre AMAZING haha but i guess you could call them bad boys but oh well thne i also like my friends cousin BAD CHOICE but you know...(: Then i like someone else and oh my god hes not a good little boy either hahaha. i like them because theyre not scared to tease me to talk to me and they make me smile(: i cant stop smiling when im with them its impossible. but the new guy oh hes perfect(to me) and i have a issue where i like to look at hands and see if i like them or notXD and he=is hands are PERFECT! he has the type of hands that look ok with a ring and not look at all girlie(: so yea i think hes amazing... cant wait to see him tomorrow!!!

Oh my god! I was at my friend's house and her cusin came over and he has had like the biggest crush on me sense he met me I think and he asked me what I would do if he kissed me and I like oh my god wow, but I said uhhhhhhh I don't know! Then later that night he french kissed me and I'm like holy s---!!!!! I didn't expect it but it was a really nice kissed not gross but it was nice and I really liked it. My friend was like oh my god!!! there's a chance that someday we might be cusins and I'm like hahahaha your right!!! And all week I've been sooo happy! Nothing can ruin it and I miss him can't wait till I see him again! AND he can pick me up and carry me down two flights of stairs! Hahahahahaa PERFECT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really like him and he's hot with sweet curly hair it's sooo cute!!!! I'm sooo glad I stayed a second night at my friend's house!!!!

I kissed a guy when I was playing spin th the bottle, he has a girlfriend and I have a oyfriend but I didn't expect to actuaally kiss someone and know I feel bad. But the kiss was sooo great and he had really soft lips, it filled me with such joy and happy ness that I almost passed out because I really liked him in the first place so it made me happy and stuff. sigh........

I think I'm in Love with a guy and I've already said I love you to his face.

I'm going through a rough time and people think I'm goth, a freak. It hurts to see them look at me in fear or distaste, always walking away quickly. When they don't, when they talk to me and smile it fills me with such delight that I almost cry with joy.
Somebody had talked to me and laughed with me and it made me soooo happy. I got to the point where I wanted to kill my self but I couldn't so I started cutting me wrists and it felt so nice. It felt like heaven the marks are gone now but they had been beautiful, perfect. It releases the pain you feel, makes you feel like. That's when the rumors turn true.

hi i like chocolate. and cookies. and kitties. and monkeys. and cheese. and pickles. and money... but everyone likes money, some too much and become snobs and bug the crap out of me.ughhhhhh!!!!!!!!! i mean it's like "SHUT THE BEEEEEEEEP UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! " lol sorry. guess wat? i had a cookie after a basket ball game wheeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!! COOKIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love 'em. aaaaaannnnyy waaaay. wats up peeps. ohhhh did i mention that i LOOOOOOVVVE cookies day good, and yummy.

wow you have no ide how much stress ive been through and neither do i. i tend to block alot out and just reath even if it hurts. i feel like a ghost in very lively town, everybodys scared of me though sometimes it makes me smirk. sigh) well i could drone on and on but nobody really wants to hear about me. sighs) tries to jab pen through heart).