You and I go back quite a bit
and yet, I'm more attracted to you every year.
It took me some time to get used to you
but now I can appreciate all that you are.
In my darkest moments you've given me comfort.
When I felt great joy, we celebrated together.
You've given me such depth of feelings
inspiring me to create expressions of art.
When everyone else turned their backs on me
you were always here, making me feel better, just by knowing you're close by.
You've never lied to me, cheated on me or hurt me (at least intentionally).
You've shared countless days making my life so much more enriched.
I know how desirable you are to so many others,
and I am so happy to have you to myself.
I tell all my friends about how much I look forward to our time spent together.
And as I look back, there are so many happy memories you've been a part of.
No matter what, I am grateful to have you in my life
and will forever hold you dear to me, whatever the future brings.
So now, I'd like
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Thanks once again for all the caring souls who reach out and touch me with their kindness. There is greatness in this world. That thought is like a universal hug that is always comforting me, no matter what darkness I am in. It's humbling to feel love from people you've never seen, but their compassion is real, and embraced. Never give up hope in love, It comes in the most
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How can you cry tears of sorrow for a person you've never laid eyes on? Why does it hurt so much to be cast aside by someone you've never even held in your arms? I don't know how or why, but it is as real as the salty tears that fall today.
Just when I was getting comfortable thinking that a true and deep love was just not in my cards for this lifetime, along came the dark knight. We were both looking for answers to why we couldn't share the kind of love and closeness that we hoped for all our lives. He found me by reading my words, and recognized that we both wanted the same things. His view of life mirrored mine. He knew my deepest thoughts, fears and emotions from reading my comments and blogs over time. One day, he found the courage to make a connection by messaging me. His view of the world, ability to love unconditionally, and Midas touch with words made me fall into a deep admiration that almost frightened me. He could make me feel brighter than the sun's rays when he spoke of
confusionSo I've been outed by this site.... everyone can see me. I'm OK with that. But why is it so confusing now? I miss seeing the reader comments on my blogs. Why is it that everything that you know, like and get used to becomes updated and confusing (like facebook)? Does anyone like the new face of Shine? I miss conversing with chatter on here. Now I'm dazed and confused like a kid who is separated from her parents in a busy shopping mall. Waaaahhhhhh!
- SoCalResident | Love + Sex – Fri, Oct 28, 2011 5:16 PM EDT
Being a love addict can be a good thing. Not everyone is capable of feeling such deep emotions, and to have them is a gift. So, with that said, here is my tribute to those who love love....
I would do anything for love, like:
- Pull up my roots and head for the hills. Happiness is loving, and if you find it in a rural town in the outskirts of nowhere, go for it! How often does lightning strike twice? Or emotionally available men knock on your door? Or a deep, meaningful, emotional connection happen in your current life? Yeah, I'd relocate to be by the side of someone who "gets me."
- Start out from scratch, but this time, with a guy who's worth it. I've given up everything in the name of love. But I was bamboozled, and the "love" was smoke and mirrors combined with rose-colored glasses. Imagine how awesome life could be to start from zero with a real hero, and make your destiny grow together? Ah, the beauty of happy endings--or happy "new beginnings."
- SoCalResident | Love + Sex – Fri, Oct 14, 2011 5:11 PM EDT
Is it just me, or has the subject of dating and relationships never been as complicated as it is in modern times? Remember when dating meant that a gentlemen would ask the lady out on date, and he would show up with a bouquet of flowers or box of chocolates to set the mood? Then, the romance would continue with the opening of doors, pulling out of chairs, wining and dining the lady, followed by the ever polite man escorting his date to her door, kissing her hand, or cheek, if she let him, and a promise (that was kept by the man) to call her later for a second date.
Fast forward to today when a guy goes on chat with a female friend from Facebook, asks to meet for coffee, and then they "hang out" for a few hours while they break the ice. This is followed by a possible dinner date (where it's perfectly acceptable to go Dutch), and then more "hanging out" at his place or hers. There's more kissing and grinding on the couch than intelligent conversations under the ambiance ofRead More »from A user asks: Would you be able to identify your stage of dating?
There is a difference between a "Nice Guy" and a "Good Man," as was recently brought to my attention. In a previous blog, I tried to pinpoint the characteristics of a "Nice Guy" (since I've been successful at bypassing him in life thus far), but a "Good Man" goes above and beyond our general idea of Mr. Nice Guy. His chivalry and actions, rather than words (or promises), define him as a quality human being. He's like the Platinum Card of men created in this world, and I would love to get an upgrade from my poor credit history.
So, here is my updated version of the ideal man (although, even a "nice guy" would be an upgrade from the emotionally unavailable men I keep getting issued with):
A Good man:
- sends you warm wishes, kind words, and his best intentions because he truly cares for you. Or, he'll "say it like it is," because he cares about you.
- takes care of his family because it's the honorable thing to do. He is a good father and provider. If he has to earn
My life has become dedicated to helping others who are struggling with issues of the heart, so please pass this along to anyone who needs guidance. Take what I say with a grain of salt. I'm human-- not perfect. But my heart is in the right place (and, hopefully, I can make a few people laugh).
With that said, here's my list for hopeful romantics to "get `er done":
1. We will not be desperate. You heard me. Live your life; enjoy your passions. Put the cell phone down, and stop texting. For the love of God... let the guy pursue you.
2. We'll give "Mr. Nice Guy" a chance and stop dating the player. Please cease and desist from giving away your goods to a man you barely know.
3. We'll teach Nice Guy a few of the player's bedroom moves. Passion is fun, after all.
4. We will not shave our legs before a first date. We need a little insurance policy. You know what I'm talking about.
5. We will engage in PDA. When we're not in church, all deals are off!
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- SoCalResident | Love + Sex – Fri, Sep 23, 2011 6:18 PM EDT
A recent article about spotting the men among boys brought up some interesting points in the comments, including some humorous stories from personal experiences.
The subject of what differentiates women from girls was also brought up, inspiring another challenging conversation.
Comedian Louis C.K. describes women as, "when you had a couple of kids and your life is in the toilet. When people come out of your vagina and step on your dreams-- if you're still standing after that s**t, you're a woman!"
In essence, a woman's life experiences and level of maturity have upgraded her to "the gold card" of quality and character. A woman has a sense of humility, grace, and appreciation for the little things, while girls have an entitlement complex, or suffer from being "Daddy's little princess" far too long.
Based on comments from the article, and a Facebook poll later, here's the dating guide of woman vs. girl:
The first date
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- SoCalResident | Love + Sex – Thu, Sep 15, 2011 5:03 PM EDT
As a part of the 12-step recovery from my addiction to love, I've been practicing retrospect, introspect, and circumspect regarding past and future relationships. It occurred to me that I missed words of wisdom advising me about pitfalls of love and what to look out for in a mate when I was young. I asked friends on Facebook what tips they would send themselves in a time machine going back to their youth. Here are some life lessons we'd advise (all you young, hopeless romantics, take heed):
Don't marry too young.
A dear friend of mine posted this, and she had shared her story with me when my ex left. Basically, we both got married and became mothers very young (barely 20 years old). When you're reaching your twenties full of optimism, but no life experience, don't get carried away with "we're destined to be together." Marriage can wait. Know who you are in life, what your goals are, and what you want in a partner before you race to the chapel! Oh, and use protection!