I have been having a feeling lately of frantically rushing through my life. The world seems to move so swiftly and I seem to be carried along with the biggest current. So much needs to be done and never enough time to accomplish everything in a day, a moment, a lifetime.
I have a great fear of missing out on something if I do not keep up a steady pace of frenzied going forward. I am afraid life will pass me by if I fail to suck up every minute as if it were the last swish in a quickly melting ice laden glass of Pepsi. I scare myself with this insane need of grabbing everything in sight and being greedy by wanting to experience every event life has to offer. Today I wondered why. And I wondered how many other people are living or thinking they are living by involving themselves in the whirlwinds of everyday.
Typical days start at six a.m. or earlier. They are infuriating as I scream and rant, "Get up! Get ready! Get going!" and so on. The days are filled with, "What do I needRead More »from Rainbows on the Wall