. II never thought. I would eat lunchables. I thought they were for kids and no way would I open a box of Lunchables. So for the past 2 weeks I have been eating Lunchables. Because I can not afford anything else.I would eat 2 a day that is all. Nothing else. I would drink ice tea or lemonade. Then I would draw pictures or listen to the radio and fall asleep. I finally got enough money to buy something else. Like 3 pizzas. I thought they would last long then 4 days. I am getting sick of Lunchables and pizza right now. I ran out of something to drink. I am on my way to the store after i get done blogging and what not.
I been thinking about Christmas . This will be the first Christmas without my parents being around for they are both dead now. I get teary eye once in a while. Because I am remembering the Christmas moments with them.
If i could buy everyone a Christmas gift this year. It would be a paper shredder. So no one would copy your personal information. And try to get money from
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. II never thought. I would eat lunchables. I thought they were for kids and no way would I open a box of Lunchables. So for the past 2 weeks I have been eating Lunchables. Because I can not afford anything else.I would eat 2 a day that is all. Nothing else. I would drink ice tea or lemonade. Then I would draw pictures or listen to the radio and fall asleep. I finally got enough money to buy something else. Like 3 pizzas. I thought they would last long then 4 days. I am getting sick of Lunchables and pizza right now. I ran out of something to drink. I am on my way to the store after i get done blogging and what not.Read More »from I Am Sick of Eating Lunchables
I just had some chicken stir fry. It was pretty good.
I don't get hungry anymore like i use too. You wouldn't guess it if you saw me. My edema is bad in this weather. I can not walk to far without hurting somewhere . Its my legs or something. I just grin an bare it.
I hope they can find a cure for my edema. Really soon. Give me some hope somehow.
I got to laugh at my hair. I look like Bart Simpson wife. For the last 2 months. The humidy is the worst in a long time. Natural curly hair have problems with humity an i am no exspertion. . I am sure when the cold weather comes it will get better. The problem with this hair do Its hard to wash. But I do the best that I can.
I am in the mood for shopping so i better get crackin and enjoy my day of shopping.
Have a great day..
I might as well put my 2 cents worth of the leafs falling. I am thinking of my drive-way. Its full of leafs now but the trees still are falling . I have a feeling i will be shoveling the leafs out of the drive -way instead of raking them off. But I am gonna wait til they all come off the trees. Then i can shovel them off to the side . Into the lawn. Granted it sure does look beautiful when the leafs of all kinds get together. The hard part raking them up. To get ready for the winter. I also been thinking of winterize the windows so it stay warmer in the house, It really does work to have plastic around the windows, I remember sweating because the windows were ready for the winter months. Saves on your heating bill too.Read More »from My 2 Cents of Falling Leafs
My wedding plans are still going strong. I picture myself walking aisle seeing Jon smiley face.Oh yes I picture the whole day. Happy tears and all. Even parents won't be there because my mom past away recently. I know they will be in my heart and i have an special ideal
My Hemorrhoids was really bothering me. I could not sit or do anything. So I went to Ergent care at the hospital. I had to wait at least 10 minutes to see someone. Which is not bad Other times I had to wait two hours. Oh yeah, I told them right away I was hurting really bad. An that I was bleeding from my hemorrhoids. I also told him it was a 10 .according to there chart. It should of said more like a 20 or more. Then they took my temp. It was 98. I also had high blood pressure. I thought for sure I had to stay over night Then he shoved his finger up my butt. I know. I scream so loud, I swear to god the whole hospital heard me. Then the doctor left the room and then about 20 minutes. He came back in an tell me I have bleeding hemorrhoids. What. ?Read More »from Over Father's Day was in Terrible Pain
I told him that when i came in here. He send me home. Prescribed some stuff. Which i already had. I was crying I started to pray to god . I had some friends they prayed for me too. I was thinking of spirit healing . Guess what a Q-tip came
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Blast from the past. The strangest things you remember just by laying in your bed. Trying to sleep.
Like I remember winning 8th gold medals. 6 years ago. I skated fast as a i could toward the finish line. Funny thing is i went uner the white ribbon the i was suppose to break threw. So i hurried to crab the white ribbon and said this is mine. I waved in the air . Right away a reporter was there trying to ask me questions. Like- How does it feel to win 8 gold medals. IT FEELS GREAT.. Oh man, I got a blow out. Meaning I got all 8 medals that were possible. He also ask me what was i thinking When I crossed the finish line. .I told him i am thinking about my family .. I knew they were there with me. But I had to fine away to get to the gate. That lead me to my My mom and Dad and other friends of the family. I said to my Dad. I DID. I got a blow out Dad. I can not not believe it. For i was 48 years old. He hugged me. Told yes,, You did. My mom cstanding right besides him . Said I look like
Hello. Again.Read More »from A Secret About Our Weddding
My mother is now staying at my sister's house. I would love for my brother to come home and stay with me. I guess that is not gonna happen for a while. I have a feeling he will be with me soon. We need to be a family again. Not spread so far apart from each other. An since our mother has cancer. I think it would be best to be close by . To each other.
Mother is doing fine. There is bad days and good days. Just like when she was here at her home.. At my sister house there are lakes close by. . Also woods so she can take walks. My sister got two beautiful dogs too. So she is protected.
I am catching up on my sleep and working on my diet. For my big day. Yes, Our wedding is still being planned.. Jon and I are putting in the final touches right now. . Man, If i only knew when this wedding will take place. I can tell you one thing. The time. It will start at 8 am Friday and end up Saturday at 8 am . So its a 24 hour deal. Kool huh. Just remember they owe me big big time.
I am sitting watching my Johnny perform In one of his concert. On youtube .The people are screaming and singing along with him .I wonder how many women are thinking . I love you Johnny. Your so gorgeous . I wanna take you home with me. Or go to an hotel. with him. 'Well, Its not gonna happen...
Let me tell you how its like being with Johnny. Sexually its great. It really is. His into me. An i know it.
But otherwise. I have to take a back seat sometimes. If your gonna be around a man like Johnny. You might as well get a job. Because he is not gonna be with you all the time. His work is not a 9 to 5 job OK
Expect him to be gone on weekends, Expect him to with boys *members of the band alot. Expect him to take up a drug. Like cigarette or harder drugs. Expect him to play an instrument.. Expect him to play his cds most of the time. He loves his girlfriend so you have to be there when he calls for you. Because its a lonely business. Believe me. He might take a side interest.Read More »from I am with Johnny an musician
been reading about young girls who have an eating disorder. That reminds me of my problem once upon a time.
At one time or another . I felt bad about my body and looks as well.. It was so bad i can not look in a mirror
But I think it was my mother telling me how awful i look. She keeps telling me to cover up. Meaning your fat. i don;t wanna see it. .. I swear to God my mother looks at me . Lets see hmmm What is wrong with you today? Your hair needs to be comb. Those are the days she looks very hard at me. I just laugh. Because i know its her problem Not mine.
I also tell myself I am an former Miss Universe. I know its hard to believe. But its true. I also have the greatest guy on earth. Supporting me in every way. We can talk about everything. Its a great feeling to talk to someone who loves you no matter what.
Can i have my own TV show now. ? Yes, How long do i have to wait to get this show going.
I will tell you about everything about my man. Maybe you willRead More »from Former Beauty Queen
I been poopin a lot lately. More then unusual. You would think i would lose weight. But not even an ounce. I blame my edema for this. My whole body is swollen up. I feel over heated because of the humidity. Yes, I am taken water pills. My mom is coming home Sunday. With my brother. I am not lookin forward to this. Because she is always on my case. I know i have to leave early before she wakes up. Because she tells me what to do . To do something for her. She can not do anything for herself. I know her boyfriend does everything for her. But he is 85 years old. He is hard of hearing. Maybe that is why he can put up with her, My brother does everything for her . He is mommy's boy now. Maybe he was mommy's boy all along.
Wait a minute i have to poop again... GEE
OK. I am back. I just talk to my Johnny. He just got his new car. He was so excited. He told me. My new car is beautiful. I bet. I ask him if i could drive it. He said NO. Of course not. I ask him if he could drive it toRead More »from Hang in there
Today is so hot. I don't like it at all. Show me the snow. Please
. I knew this summer will be very hot. Its starting out 98 degrees.
Update on my mom and me. Well I am planning a trip somewhere..
I got to leave monday morning. By myself and no one to tagalong.
Where am i going. You ask. I don't know yet thats the beauty of it all.
Don't worry i am a big girl . I can take care of myself.
Adam is touring overseas. So i will be somewhere around here. In the USA.
I made up my mind. If your a friend of my mom. I don't want you in my life period.
For your just like her. You believe my mother. So forget you.