my last public note about real world.

real world.
you are drinking my blood, I have spared my blood for people I love,
why you taking benefits when I'm not liking you ?
this is why you are dying. because I wouldn't let haters and dumb f--- s having benefits from my bloods
 
is this why, people trying to be act like they know what is love.
 
my senses that satisfy me
fools and dumb f--- s gives s--- about my joys,
others wouldn't know what you are doing with my blood.
 
who is going to be , another self claim or witnesses of you are being beneficial.
who is filthy, who is bad, when everyone can be beneficial, you are killing my gods and goddesses and brought my bloods converted as a energy source to sustain my life period.
 
why people trying to be looking perfect to the society when they are not.
and carrying a dirty life passage that others believe you can do that bright roles of society,
attracted to dark passage they walking, f------ eachother, hating lovers, another blood thrust thrilling life styles that your grins will reveal.
 
when you don't even realize what is the color of black.
 
white turns black with destruction,
black turns to grey with touches of time, playing with other natures.
their bright mind purify the grey, turns to white again.
 
asking mercy was another way of realizing what is the real excuse and failing passage in person's life.
I can ask for mercy later, I can't give mercy anymore, because now you are asking for my bones.
eating every part of me and all other world. why I have born as a prey ?
 
buddhism is dumb f--- 's verbal masterbation.
christianity is war hungry with can't lose attitude
all abuse of language, I'm everyday suffering if I am abusing people's mind on this blog.
 
the one who started the life with jealousy. feeding frustrated mind with jealousy that making the world as one.
everyone was wanting new jesus. who will give one side winning.
just like jesus made all roman, sinner.
everytime asked if you are a king, he told that they call me a king. so I am a king.
telling roman king was only with army power, but jesus calling himself teacher of wisdom.
jesus was talking to a king of rome that he is nothing more than dumb f--- , and he got death, jesus didn't die for our sins. no.
 
vocaburary, vocaburary, townies were not that educated as rich buddha who could get everything.
verbal masterbation that satisfied himself, and made him happier, that was the nirvana, townies admired buddha being happy just by talking something with smiles.
all townies had to work from morning till evening, and happiest time was when they getting in their bed. but buddha was happy by talking something only he knows.
curiousity made others studied about buddha, and the next century, new born child they just do because they tell that will bring a life.
 
study about pre generation's curiousity and jealousy that was not part of my family.
 
doesn't matter, because I forget, and I get sick of same happenings again and again.
are we actually all sleeping ? are all elders who I met, are they sleeping with tiredness.
nothing new, lack of creativity is your pleasure to eat out sleeping people.
making society, whole world sleeping with delivering same things again again,
another way of making profits from dark passage walking people.
is this why main stream is main stream
 
where I have came from ?