I read several articles this week about food "journaling". Apparently, it is the hot new thing in weight loss. Anyone who has ever tried Weight Watchers is familiar with the concept. I joined the program years ago, and lost 60 pounds. When I stopped counting points and writing down every morsel that went into my mouth, I gained back that 60 pounds and a few more, just for good measure. When I read these articles, I decided to try it again. I bought a really nice little book to write in, and even put wedding stickers on the front cover, because that's my goal - to lose that 60 (AGAIN!) before I get married. O.K., let me honest here for a moment - there is no wedding in the works. I think I need a boyfriend first, and that doesn't seem likely right now, as I am 60 pounds overweight.
My problem is this; when I see, in writing, what and how much I am eating, it depresses the hell out of me. I mean, I KNOW that I am overeating, but there is something about seeing it in writing that makes it much, much worse. It's kind of like my checking account - I know there is only about $7 in there, but seeing that bank statement still hurts. I think you are SUPPOSED to be shocked and appalled when you see your daily caloric intake - that's the impetus for change, but mine depresses me SO much that I just eat more. Anyone have any thoughts on this? Anyone feel the same?
