Another Day.....Another way to get Creative about avoiding work

So today is another one of those days that I have realized I have settled for the futility of getting paid for and spending 90% of my day doing something that inspires me about as much as a dunkin donut.....actually I think I have been more inspired by a chocolate frosted that my job.
  I am again praying that my house will sell.  I was new to the area and living in a hotel for two months....slowly sqeezing every drop out of my savings and was in desperation mode to get into a house and out of that hotel.  That's was the cause of one of the most ridiculous decisions I've made in my life (and that's saying alot, because there have been a few of those).  So as I'm carrying on this conversation with my good friend back home in Oklahoma (the kind with benefits) and telling my situation, he comes up with this wonderful solution......"let's buy a house together"  He had to move as well because the govt shut down the base where we both worked and we had to transfer to keep our jobs.  He told me of all the benefits......the  money we would save....we could fix it up and make some money when we sold it eventually........we could get more house together than we could apart......whatever!!  I did it!  so now here I am sharing a mortgage with a person I now cannot stand....he is no longer living there....I'll touch on that later....that is a funny story all in itself.  But, he is no longer paying his share either.  This has left me in a serious financial bind...I could only afford my half....but I've got a devious solution to that.....will let you know after I do it.....can't let you blow the whistle on me now.....

I have also realized i am now numb to my surroundings at this stressful point in my life....yesterday a toothless guy tried to give me a cookie and I thought that was completely normal....a homeless, toothless guy offering me a cookie....I would have eaten it too, but i am trying to work off the extra weight my newly acquired obsession for Burger Kings Mac and Cheese has put on.