Hello bloggers
Happy Monday to all of you! I hope you enjoyed the quotes of
the week i wrote today in my blog.
Now, updating about my other blogs, Life:
Well, my daughter and i are back talking, my mother and i are
speaking, my son, well, he has a room he rented for the week so he
isn't homeless at the moment. He still hasn't gone to
the mental health clinic to get back on his meds or talk with a
counselor, he still says he is all set. But doesn't know
how he will pay for this weeks rent on Friday. OMG, I
couldn't live that way. If you have read any of my blogs,
you would know that my son has a mental illness that he came down
with when he turned 22 and he has a bad temper and can be and has
been assualtive and abusive to me and my husband many times..
My daughter is a good girl works full time cna and has 2 children,
she has a temper, i have to be careful of what i say to her or she
blows up. I hate stepping on egg shells. My mother, has to be
right all the time and if you disagree with her she hangs up on you
and says i am not going to fight today!, I say fight, who wants to,
i just have a different opinion thats all. My family is so screwed
up, you wouldn't believe it. Its crazy.
My mother was saying the other day, I haven't heard a word from
WB, thats my son, in a long time. I said well mom, he told me
that everytime he calls you, you yell and scream at him that his
life is going no where and he needs help bad and he will always be
the way he is and he will be homeless again soon. So, she said I am
never going to tell him that again or yell at him, i don't care
anymore. its a waste of my breathe. So, I told my son
to give his gram a call, he said I haven't because she yells at
me every time and tells me i will end up as nothing and bitches
about meds and counseling, i told him that she said she won't
say that know more.
Guess what, Mom called me and said, guess who called, WB. I
said well that was nice, she said well he hung up on me, i said
why, she said because i yelled at him and told him he needs help
and meds. I said OMG, you were not suppose to be that way,
she said i will say what i want and if people don't like it too
bad.
Well, now i got that off my chest. Thanks for listening, if
you have any imput that would be great!
I told my son, just don't pay any attention to her at this
moment. I don't think he needs put downs right now in his
lifeor negativity right now, support would be nice. I do
everything i can for him, he is almost 24, he needs to see that he
does need help, but he needs to see that on his own. Hope he
does soon. He is about at the bottom as you can
get.
And, My brother fell down last week and he is a big guy and he got
hurt really bad. Him and I have not had a great relationship
over the years, but i did help him out with a few things he
needed. My mother, who babies him and mind you he is 48 and
has a mental illness, but is doing fine on his meds and
counseling. But again, she tells me, you need to do this and
that and take him here and there, his apartment is a mess, gross
mess. She wants me to clean it, but he don't even try,
before he fell he didn't do anything either. He has a
daughter that lives around the corner and is 17, she does nothing
for him, she has gotten into pills and has a problem.
My son called a while ago and needed food. I did go and buy
some and dropped it off to him, people in the family says that what
i am doing is enabling him not to help himself, but damn, it's
hard, when it is your child. Even though he is 24 almost. I
know I should make him do things for himself, which he really does,
but not the right things or the right way. I do not want to
be enabling him for anything. I won't always be here for
him.
I heard a quote the other day i think i will give to my son
"OUR GREATEST WEAKNESS LIES IN GIVING UP.
THE MOST CERTAIN WAY TO SUCCEED IS ALWAYS
TO TRY JUST ONE MORE TIME"
If i think about that for a moment, which i just did, I think there
was many times that i had to try just one more time!
Good night everyone
Diamond
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