Its something ive herd a few times now, i open up to someone and then there first responce is "why do i keep finding all the broken chicks"
owie...yeah. I mean i know that what happened to me is hard to deal with for other people but im so sick of being judged for it.
Its not that i didnt already think of myself as broken, i don't need more people to tell me that. The same way i dont need tons of people saying im weak or unintelligent. Im very freaking aware of my shortcomings but I don't need you to rub it the f--- in.
Seriously, in the past week i was refered to as stupid nearly 7 times, weak 10 times, and broken 3 times. I dont need this crap, especially when most of the times those things were waid they were from close friends that ive known for years.
So if i want to hear that im stupid ill ask for your flippin opninion but until that day comes, people learn to keep your mouths shut!
I think starting over in a new city will be a damn good way to have a new name for myself. Cant do much about the stupid part except maybe talk less so that they dont notice, but as for appearing weak and broken, ill erase my past. Say i was in an accident and lost my memories or some s---, if anyone has any good material i can use it would be appreciated. Im not sure what kind of accidents would take your memory and not kill you, maybe a car accident or something...
