Everchanging Life

I have recently moved across the state to lower cost of living due to job loss earlier in the year. I waited until my son graduated from high school and we packed up and moved back to my home town. We had lived there for 8 years so it was still his home. He recieved some scholarships there, thank the lord, so he is back there trying to find work and get ready for school.
While we lived there I literally worked all of the time and had no social life. I have no connection socially to the area, but, I do miss the area. Now here I am starting all over in suspose to be familar places and nothing is familiar. I wonder was this the right move. Life really is a question all the time. "What if "is all we say.
Do we put ourselves in positions that have made things harder on us?
Patience is a virtue that comes with age, how old do you have to be to have it, as much as I try I still am very impatient at times.
Now for the first time in my life of 47 years I am living by myself empty nesting and really do not know how to socialize anymore. My whole adult life has been circled around my children and their needs or wants or what they wanted to do or go and how to pay for it and stretch our meager budget.
I love my children and am very proud of each and every one of them for their individual accomplishments and really glad they have chosen to get further education and achieved it.