I see him there cold and alone.
When we try to talk all I hear is pain from your voice.
I wait and see if I could see a smile. Just like you did once
before.
Have I made a mistake that makes you feel alone? Or is it me just
being
here suffocates you?
I ask to know but I get is no, it’s nothing at all.
Your kisses are so lifeless and dull. I feel alone and dark.
I say I love you baby you are my world and all I hear is the
silence.
All I think that I have hurt you in some way, to make you walk
away.
Don't you hear me alone at night screaming your name?
Or do I dream all of this?
My love I miss you, please come back.
Yet I sit here abused and mistreated by what you do.
You always say I love you
when you have your hands around my neck.
I fall and fall I run back to you,
Each and every day.
I stay with you.
Here I am wondering why I stay even more.
Thinking why I love you so dearly.
I made mistakes before, but none like you.
You made my heart bleed worse than all the others
I stay silent each every moment hoping it will pass
but all the same happens again.
Thank you for grabbing my neck ever so tight
Thank you for being just like him but even worse
And telling me you love me every day
You play with my mind as if it was a toy.
You play with my heart as if it was a toy ball
Up and down it goes
Do you really love me can you even love someone and mean it?
I doubt you ever can,
I stay with you even threw the abusive you put one me
All the hitting, the screaming, the lonely nights
why do I stay?
Is it from,
the fear you hold over me?
The lust I have for you?
The love you can show so rarely?
The loneness I know will come if I leave?
i here wondering. (poem)
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Posted by Fri Nov 13, 2009 7:03pm PST
Report AbuseSweetie my question to you is,"Are you writing from expierence?" If your answer is yes then by all means get out. Whoever this person is that is causing you all this pain does not love you. Loving someone does not come with black eyes,bruises,broken bones,harsh words,demeaning accusations and feelings of uselessness. True love is togetherness,sharing,building a life,raising children,someone that you can depend on and who can depend on you,growing old together. The person that you have described is not love but evil. If they have turned their back on you be greatful. Run,run as fast as you can. You need time to heal and then and only then will you find true love. Then and only then will you be able to trust yourself again and be happy. On the other hand if this is something that you have just written then where did you ever learn of such pain to write about? If you are speaking through someone elses' pain then you must be there for them and help them free themselves. No one that has any feeling at all in their heart could stand by and watch this kind of pain take place. And if you yourself aren't able to give them assistance then you must encourage them to talk to someone that can help them. Either way good luck to you. I truely hope peace will be yours soon.
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Posted by Sun Nov 15, 2009 6:25pm PST
Report Abuseu put into words what i felt in the days i still had feelings.
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