week 6: trouble in advancing

I seem to be having a little difficulty in advancing in all aspects of my life right now. My scale is stuck on one solitary number: 203.5. I weighed a 1 lb. bar on this cute little scale, and it told me that the damned thing was 4.5 lbs. This made me very angry, because I now know that I am 200 lbs square and in need of another scale. wonderful. I told you of my lovely night school classes before, and I'm almost finished with them (yay!), but my temporary teacher, whom does not like me whatsoever, has moved my sign- in sheet no less than 12 times in 2 weeks, bringing it to the head of my program and saying that I keep "adjusting my times in and out to extend my time in the program" (by the way, it's an online course, so they know she's lying) This lovely woman has also moved me from my computer three times, claiming that "those computers don't work", even though other students use those damn computers later that night. In the midsts of all of this, she has denied me my responsibility of signing in, saying that she will do it for me. when she leaves at 5 p.m., though, I notice that she has neglected to sign me in, every day for 2 weeks. luckily, I come in at the same time every day, so I can sign myself in no matter when I get to do that. I'm glad to say that I'm only one or two days away from getting out of the class, wonderful news for me and my teachers, because I have managed to get through two entire classes in the matter of 1 1/2 months, coming in for 3 hours a day, 4 days a week. as far as relationships go, I'm stuck in the single's circle. But, I guess I could say that it's a blessing, because it has given me a sense of self- worth and more confidence. I love myself more for nobody loving me, and that is a beautiful thing, in my opinion.

TO BE CONTINUED...