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Thursday, December 17, 2009

What Life Is Like

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i am so tired with the current situation of my life right now. imagine... i work in the day... i commute (dealing with traffic and such), i deal with my work and the people around the workplace. when i go home, i also work most of the night... but not as a professional of some kind, but sort of like a maid, errand girl, cook... all rolled into one! imagine a life like that. it's not just that, i'm also in the verge of constant calling, requests and criticism... never-ending blah blah blah... very stressful. i know. hey... i never asked for this kind of life. i was promised something in the line of partnership, but what did i get... hmm... slavery and more! not just slave in a particular or literal aspect, but also in any aspect you can think of. both  body and mind is in constant pressure and stress due to this situation. i want to quit. i want to say... i can't take it anymore... but how? i am really tired. i feel like a slave with a slave-driver boss. :( it's really tragic. when i try to make a sound or even slight request of help, all i get is anger and annoyance. i was even reprimanded of my dilemma. he said, "that is why i am here right now because i expected you to be there for me!". it's like i have no right to complain. it's not my prerogative to tell him that i need help in any way. i mean, hello... we're both in a world that is alien to us. different from our life way back home. but it doesn't mean he has to keep leaning on me. he's supposed to be my partner. and partners share equal loads. should share equal loads. but no... that is not what's happening with my freak'n life! i am sooo pathetic. but i can't do anything about it. unless i have to deal with a tornado-kind-of-attitude everytime i voice out my side. imgine what's life for me is like?... imagine.
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