What Life Is Like
i am so tired with the current situation of my life right now.
imagine... i work in the day... i commute (dealing with traffic and
such), i deal with my work and the people around the workplace.
when i go home, i also work most of the night... but not as a
professional of some kind, but sort of like a maid, errand girl,
cook... all rolled into one! imagine a life like that. it's not
just that, i'm also in the verge of constant calling, requests
and criticism... never-ending blah blah blah... very stressful. i
know. hey... i never asked for this kind of life. i was promised
something in the line of partnership, but what did i get... hmm...
slavery and more! not just slave in a particular or literal aspect,
but also in any aspect you can think of. both body and mind
is in constant pressure and stress due to this situation. i want to
quit. i want to say... i can't take it anymore... but how? i am
really tired. i feel like a slave with a slave-driver boss. :(
it's really tragic. when i try to make a sound or even slight
request of help, all i get is anger and annoyance. i was even
reprimanded of my dilemma. he said, "that is why i am here
right now because i expected you to be there for me!".
it's like i have no right to complain. it's not my
prerogative to tell him that i need help in any way. i mean,
hello... we're both in a world that is alien to us. different
from our life way back home. but it doesn't mean he has to keep
leaning on me. he's supposed to be my partner. and partners
share equal loads. should share equal loads. but no... that is not
what's happening with my freak'n life! i am sooo pathetic.
but i can't do anything about it. unless i have to deal with a
tornado-kind-of-attitude everytime i voice out my side. imgine
what's life for me is like?... imagine.
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