a lonely time

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  Posted by Tender Love Sat Oct 10, 2009 12:17am PDT

  :( so sad. It will get better.

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  Posted by Sinister1 Sat Oct 10, 2009 4:46am PDT

  i hope so

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  Posted by SILENT KNIGHT Tue Oct 13, 2009 4:49am PDT

  I really do appreciate you stopping by and relaxing a little. Things will get better. Don't worry about being the best or the worst, just try to develop your balance inbetween.

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  Posted by SILENT KNIGHT Tue Oct 13, 2009 6:08am PDT

  My favorites are, " Love lines," " My Tears," and, " What is Love?" Let me know which one touches you the most.

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  Posted by SILENT KNIGHT Wed Oct 14, 2009 8:43am PDT

  All because you start to love someone deeper and deeper doesn't mean they will match you all the time. Some peole fake it all the way through marriage to end up miserable when they would have been better off a friends. Besides trials and tribulations teach you alot about a person. I learned alot and she thinks she did too. You have to open yourself up to learn. Appearances can be diseptive. I thought I was closed off because of my resent and constant pain, but she was alot more paranoid than me and could see whatever she needed to when she felt like it. We're still friends, but it'll never be like before. I think she is happy with her decisions. All my poetic expressions mean nothing. I've written hundreds of poems and each better than the last and it feels like a punishment because I can't turn it off. If I could do exactly what I need to do I wouldn't need to write. It hurts to put all the love I'd rather put into my wife on a page so it wont leak from my eyes or pour out of my mouth and make me look weak. As much potential as I have in the game of life and love nobody gets credit for trying... and if somebody truly loved you it wouldn't be so hard to love them and it wouldn't feel like a competition. I knew the consequences when I met her. I felt dead, I've been surviving and now I'm alive again... and I plan to keep it that way.

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  Posted by ... Wed Oct 14, 2009 10:13am PDT

  im still searching for my soulmate she wasnt who i thought she was. I hope ill meet my real soulmate someday tempy. I met her on my yearbook but i kept thinking she was someone else. i just hope she understands why i acted the way i did. Who ever she is i just want her to know she was my soulmate. a friend of ours knew we were suposed to be together. Keep your chin up ill keep searching for my soulmate if you will. though i think i may have just found her again.

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  Posted by Sinister1 Wed Oct 14, 2009 8:50pm PDT

  yeah i'm sick of fakers

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  Posted by Sinister1 Wed Oct 14, 2009 8:50pm PDT

  lee, I hope you have found her. That would be a day to never forget

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