An unlucky girl/ Internet Radio (Jango)

I am so unlucky when it comes to illnesses. Every job I've ever had I have gotten sick within the first week of work. At the Hilton casino I got the flu in my first week. At Verizon Wireless it was Bronchitis. This time it is...well I don't really know what it is this time. I am prone to getting bronchitis and it feels like bronchitis, so I'll call it bronchitis. I just got over walking pneumonia a few weeks ago. Wtf?! It is so easy for me to get sick. I don't know if I can make it to work tomorrow. It took me four hours last night to get from my bed to the bathroom. It just took me two hours to get to Dunkin Donuts. I can't breathe. Every time I stand up I'm short of breath not to mention very very cold. You know, it could be walking pneumonia again for all I know. Or lying pneumonia, lol, which would mean that I'd need to get to a hospital soon. I hate hospitals. Ever since I lost my Julian and they had me in that waiting room vomiting on the floor whilst internally bleeding to death just so they could get my insurance information and payment...I've been a little unwilling to go to a hospital. I took some tylenol, nyquil, "herbs", inhaler, and drank a lot of water and s---. Hopefully this will get better. If not then I just can't go to work tomorrow and if they fire me...oh well. Half of me doesn't want to work there anyway. It's a prestigious enough feeling position. I feel proud saying that I work for the state, lol, but it's too far and I have way too many responsibilities for a customer service person. Do they realize that I'm just a customer service person? These fools got me administering tests and doing reports I don't' even know how to do!!! Supervisors are supposed to do reports. That is SO a supervisory function. Reports? Eh? And no one showed me how to do it or anything. The chick that worked there before me just left in the middle of September and wished my boss good luck. Didn't show her how to do s---. She was just OUT. Well now no one has the good sense to show me how to do it because none of them know how to do it..yet I am expected to have this information in by the 5th of every month? Plus three other reports that also look like foreign gibberish to me? Eh? And no wait. I'm supposed to do all of this whilst doing half hour long intakes all day long, answering phones, and entering data into the computer system. Yah. Right. So I'm about tired of that job already and the fact that I have to drive an hour away, spend $100 a week on gas, and miss being around my damn family all for the huge amount of $350/week which is what I get after the union dues come out and some large payment that goes to a pension plan that I don't even want but can't opt out of. And with this nifty $350...every week... I'm supposed to... pay a child care provider for MiniMike ($125 a week), put $200 toward rent ($200), and pay for cable (now hitting a solid $180 a month. For what I have no idea. We didn't order any movies. Confused.)($45), and vehicle insurance ($12.50) which is good. I'm an excellent driver), cell phone bill ($40), uh electric bill($75) and buy food and other necessities that come about during the course of TWO WEEKS!!! Yeah I'm a little pissed. I work for the State and I only bring home three hundred and fifty dollars a week. WTF??!!I make peanuts. This is sooooooo not Verizon Wireless and naw, I can't appreciate it because I deserve to be making more money. I am actually a very hard worker and I can do a lot of things at once. I should be making enough money not to have to worry about bills. I better sell some damn cds cause if I have to rely on this job to keep us all straight then it's gonna be one hell of a crooked ass life. Gotta make something big happen and you know what, I feel like I can do it. Why shouldn't I be able to? Been suffering in one way, shape, or form my entire life. I'm tired of suffering. It's time for me to get a taste of happyness now...
Oh and internet radio is really slow on the weekends. That's something that we didn't take into account. People have to be home to be involved with the internet radio stations, so on Friday/Sat/Sun it is very slow. I only got 97 plays yesteday and only 15 so far today compared to like 893 on a tuesday night. However, out of the plays that I did get I got five likes and four new fans. Only "Still a loser" is playing today. I tried the Alanis Morissette fans to see if they would appreciate it. I also tried Linkin Park fans and Kanye West fans. Still a loser is very rock. I think I would consider it a rock song even though I am rapping in it sometimes. My overall feel of it is rock. Anyway, yah I got some fans today and since that song is the only song playing I know they are referring to that song. Check it out. Let me know what you think:
http://www.jango.com/music/Camburn