Thursday, December 17, 2009

Crazy Love




You use to make my mouth water and now my eyes do it. 
 
They swell up so much I cant hold back the fluid.  
 
Mutha F@#$ talking tough, cause that s@#$ feel stupid,
 
when there's something in your voice that reminds me of music. 
 
I really want to listen, but you don't want to talk
 
and it tares me apart to know it's all my fault. 
 
The day I lost my best friend was like watching the world end
 
and ev'ryday I wake up, I watch it over again and so I drop my head in shame as I fall back into sin. 
 
Fighting hard to hold on is like reaching for the wind,
 
cross my skin falling fast in the aftermath of the crash,
 
living outside my body still trying to undo the past... 
 
but can't turn back the clock and can't make myself stop. 
 
I made a fool out myself for the whole world to watch. 
 
Cause they'll never see the love between the power and the pain
 
of what can make a man stronger can drive a man insane.
 
 
 
 
by: Michael Laray Robinson ( The Silent Knight )
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  • J Montana™'s Avatar
    Posted by J Montana™ Wed Sep 30, 2009 9:45am PDT

    I am kinda lost on this one. I feel like your best friend has died.

    It makes me sad. You did love this person, that I see is very clear.

    I am trying to read betwwen the lines. forgive me.

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  • Allswell~DM~'s Avatar
    Posted by Allswell~DM~ Wed Sep 30, 2009 9:51am PDT

    Nice...I like your writing style....I know the pain you speak of...been there and done it...time heals...it really does and before you know it....you have found someone and are in love again...trust me Sweetness...I know this first hand....You write beautifully....keep ~Shinin~ bright.....Much Love Always...xoxo♥

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  • SILENT KNIGHT's Avatar
    Posted by SILENT KNIGHT Wed Sep 30, 2009 9:54am PDT

    I'll put this in your own words as you spoke of something unnatainable.

    It just helps me to write these feelings out, just to get them out regardless if people understand. Holding this pain was killing me inside and right now I need to live. I'm just glad GOD gave me an outlet.

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  • Patrick's Avatar
    Posted by Patrick Thu Oct 15, 2009 4:40am PDT

    you are wonderful in this site, i love ur out standing events

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  • Katie's Avatar
    Posted by Katie Sun Oct 18, 2009 8:46pm PDT

    Its good but sad. Good job though!

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  • Yumi's Avatar
    Posted by Yumi Sun Oct 18, 2009 9:07pm PDT

    I like the poetry and the songs you post but you seemed very obsessed with your love.

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  • SILENT KNIGHT's Avatar
    Posted by SILENT KNIGHT Mon Oct 19, 2009 4:21am PDT

    At one time I was. This one is about the first woman I ever wanted to marry. I met her when she was 5 or 6 months pregnant. We were just good friends that turned into more after the baby was born. I helped raise her, til she turned 5. This was the worst pain I didn't understand how to deal with. I lost everything that was so precious to me at one time and now all I have left are some memories. I use to be sad, but it has taken me from 2000 til now to develop my inner strength to the point that I don't dwell on the negative aspects of it and push t'wards a more positive future.

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  • Sinister1's Avatar
    Posted by Sinister1 Sun Nov 1, 2009 7:00pm PST

    that song is the story of my life. :(

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