lol ok what sparked this post ois my most recent break up, hook up, heart break, down time, single time, crush time, love time, (one sided love time), set up for the next heart break, counting the days... so here i am 13 days away from breaking my own heart again.
*sigh* i always fall for the guys with the whitty banter, cold stares, pretty faces, sharp tounge. lol a little girls love. im still stuck in the bad boy phase. the one where you find yourself drooling over the guys who treat you like dirt. but i cant help it... its only temporary. ill be 18 ill fall even more in love with him. then one summer break is over hell leave to go back to school. ill be left with my memories till the months pass to winter. then i wonder what will happen when he comes back. i wonder if he will come back. and despite all this, despite my common sence and my heart screaming at me. i jump into the rabit hole and cling to the happyness i feel when he smiles at me. whats a girl to do?
