EVIL WORLD

THE WORLD IS CRUEL WE ALL KNOW THIS AND HAVE HAD EXPERIANCES TO PROVE IT. I WAS JUST SITTING AROUND THINKING NOT ONE CHILD IN THIS GENERATION OF MINE HAS COME OUT OK, OR SAFE. SOME PEOPLE ARE SO f--- NG EVIL THAT THEY DESTROY THEIR CHILDREN. YES, I'VE BEEN DESTROYED, EVERYONE I KNOW HAS BEEN DESTROYED BY ONE A$$ HOLE OR ANOTHER. IT JUST DISTURBS ME DEEPLY TO THE THOUGHT THAT MOST DAUGHTERS HAVE BEEN MOLESTED AND THAT MOST SONS HAVE BEEN BEATEN OR VICE VERSA, SOMETIMES WE AS THE CHILDREN GET BOTH. ONCE THIS FAMILY FRIEND OF MINE DRUNK AND ANGRY DRAGGED MY BODY AGAINST THE SCORTCHING SUMMER ROAD, I WAS CRYING AND THEY TOLD ME THAT IT WAS ONLY A PUNISHMENT, THAT IT WASN'T ABUSE, MEANWHILE MY WHO T-SHIRT WAS SOAKED IN BLOOD. I FINALLY BEGAN TO REALIZE IT WAS ABUSE WHEN I WAS BEATEN ALMOST TO DEATH AND TOOKEN TO THE HOSPITAL, THAT WAS WHEN I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT. I MADE SOME STUPID EXCUSE FOR THE MEMBER THAT HAD BEATEN ME AND WHEN I GOT HOME WAS BEATEN AGAIN BECAUSE I WAS PREGNANT AND THEY WERE ANGRY BUT IT WAS THEIR FAULT I HAD A CHILD INSIDE ME.THINKING BACK DOESN'T THAT MEAN MY CHILD WAS BEATEN? I KNEW I HAD TO FIGHT BACK BUT IT TOOK ME 13 YRS TO FINALLY SAY SOMETHING AS AN INFANT I THOUGHT IS WAS RIGHT, NOW I'M FREE BUT OTHERS ARE NOT. IN THIS EVIL CRUEL WORLD IT IS SO HARD TO SPEAK OUT, SO HUMILIATING AND HORRIFYING AND TRUTHFULLY I'D LOVE TO BEAT THE SH1T OUT OF THE NEXT BA$TARD WHO HURTS A KID THIS WORLD IS FULL OF JOY AT TIMES, DEVASTATION AND SO MANY OTHER THINGS BUT WHY MUST IT BE FULL OF ABUSE AND PAIN?