Saturday, November 28, 2009

GIVE ME A BREAK!!!

Every cuss word is wanting do be said (I don't cuss at all, but now I see why people do), so please excuse me. What the hell? As if I don't get get tormented enough to know that that jackass has another gf, now I have to see them together. Damn it. s---. f--- . Hell. I can't go to my quiet place without seeing them there. Then he had the nerve to send his friend over to tell me that he wanted to talk to me. Excuse the hell out of me? I don't care is what I said. What I wanted to say shall remain unknown. Of course I'm not over him. I get that, but damn, can anyone have compassion for me. Can I just be left alone? Sometimes I think that God doesn't give a damn about me. This is the last damn relationship I will ever do. I want out. I really do. When I graduate, I will be so happy. s---. Then I have him in 2 classes tomorrow. I want a break. Can it snow so that I will have a day off? Leave me the f--- alone Love!!! I want to die alone. I want to be alone. There is no such thing as love for me. Excuse me. I would insult guys, but not all guys are like this. I would also feel bad. This jackass broke up with me, and he gets what he wants. Damn it. I want to push him down some stairs. He led me on like we could get back together. Then he goes to her. How devious. b---- . Then I have this "friend" (i use that term lightly) who f------ teases me about it. A chair might be thrown. I have a class with her & him. Give me a break. Just let me get a 36 on the ACT. Let me have one joy.
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  • Mauna's Avatar
    Posted by Mauna Mon Nov 2, 2009 6:34pm PST

    Join the cussing club...however, I cuss not in the aspect of a boyfriend cheating on me (I have not had one since 2006), but how the male mind set is and how it treats the females so crudely, rudely, yet HE expects everything and then some to keep him afloat and on his HIGH PEDASTAL so all eyes can see how glorious(?) he is...Talk about a Dumb Jack A..and a ruling Idiot! A jerk off who gets off on stealing and ruining women who have placed tons of efforts trying to get somewhere off the NOWHERE bridge, yet here comes Dumb A... to take it all away and then say..."See, you're nothing!" I can go on as a major and huge argument of how incorrect in many ways the male mind set is...but the stupid ol' christian concept..."OHHHH! Eve made me fall...." (as he is the true disguised snake underneath his own flesh and blood."

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  • THE JIMBO KING's Avatar
    Posted by THE JIMBO KING Mon Nov 2, 2009 7:19pm PST

    Maybe you should turn into an Emo.

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  • Lost in house music's Avatar
    Posted by Lost in house music Mon Nov 2, 2009 7:39pm PST

    My advice to you Amanda, is to forget about him. Since the relationship is over there is no point in tormenting yourself over that idiot guy. Break off all ties. Every time you see him just ignore him. No point of getting worked up over people who are pure trash. A bright girl like you is above people like that. Focus on your education and future. Stay out of relationships for a bit. Spend time with your friends and family. Do the things you enjoy doing. This has been said before but damn its true, you will find someone who truly loves you just don't give up hope. Remember to think positively, there are bumps on the road of life but once you get passed them, its a smooth ride.

    Mauna seems like a lot of your posts are hateful towards men. Not all men are jerk offs. There are lowlife men out there who don't even deserve to live on the same planet as most of the human population but we're not all bad. Maybe you're looking for love in all the wrong places. Sounds like you've been seriously scorned and refuse to move on from whatever bad experiences you have been though. Leave the past in the dead dust that used to be and move on with life.

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    Posted by Lost in house music Mon Nov 2, 2009 7:40pm PST

    My advice to you Amanda, is to forget about him. Since the relationship is over there is no point in tormenting yourself over that idiot guy. Break off all ties. Every time you see him just ignore him. No point of getting worked up over people who are pure trash. A bright girl like you is above people like that. Focus on your education and future. Stay out of relationships for a bit. Spend time with your friends and family. Do the things you enjoy doing. This has been said before but damn its true, you will find someone who truly loves you just don't give up hope. Remember to think positively, there are bumps on the road of life but once you get passed them, its a smooth ride.

    Mauna seems like a lot of your posts are hateful towards men. Not all men are jerk offs. There are lowlife men out there who don't even deserve to live on the same planet as most of the human population but we're not all bad. Maybe you're looking for love in all the wrong places. Sounds like you've been seriously scorned and refuse to move on from whatever bad experiences you have been though. Leave the past in the dead dust that used to be and move on with life.

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