I'm friends with the invisible man

     I just felt like writing a note. I've been networking this morning and seeking out new fans in the area. I haven;t contributed to my own promotions in a while so I figured I would put in some work. Tektonic has been sitting me down and trying to get me more involved in talking to people. He has also been introducing me to my fans. It is strange for me. It is hard for me to believe that I am an artist and I actually have fans. I mean that means that I REALLY do make MUSIC that people enjoy and look forward to listening to? That is difficult for me to accept because it means that I was actually successful at something in life. I always think it's some hoax or something. They can't possibly like me? Where did these people come from? Tektonic!!! What did you do? Lol. I'm a nutcase I ain't gonna lie. But I'm a good nut case. I'm just a little scared of people because they have hurt me so much throughout life. 
     Anyway, I have decided to sit down and spend some time with the people. Get to know them. Tell them about myself and so forth. There are a lot of interesting people who like Camburn. A lot of them are other artists so that's REALLY super duper cool. This one guy calls himsef the invisible man. He actually makes himself invisible and takes pictures of himself and posts them on the internet. He has music but he hasn't uploaded it yet. I can't wait to hear this guy's songs. I know he got some MADDIFFERENT s---. But that's COOL. Lol, couple big artists actually befriended me. I always spend so much time worrying about the negative but...wow...there is such a diverse crowd of people who have fanned us or whatnot. I didn't really see that until recently. There are Gangsta Rap fans and people with piercings and mohawks right down to the sixty year old dude sittin' on a lawn chair out back in Poland. We seem to be accepted by a very very diverse group. It's amazing. I guess we just take all the music that we have ever liked in our lives and we mix it up into one. I don't even know wtf genre we are. Are we really hip hop? Are we rock? Are we R&B? I don't know but that s--- is hot that we dont' know. I like that. If we dont' know then you don't know either...so you can't discriminate. 
     K, so I have to start being more social. Not easy for someone who has had social anxiety her whole life. 
I made up a little note to send out to the myspace fans after they accept my invite. I tell them more information about myself and where I grew up and what my bag is, you know. I don't want these people to feel like some numbers to raise my ranks or whatnot. I want each and every one of them enjoy our stuff and listen to what I have to say and really feel my messages. In order for them to do that I think they should get to know me and I should get to know them.