Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Feels like I did it all for nuthin,
but wanted to be somethin'.
I'm hurt for what it's worth,
I'm tired of workin' and runnin'
and runnin' to more work,
seems I'm workin' for more hurt.
It's like I'm diggin' a hole
and beggin' for more dirt.
Feels like I'm closer to GOD,
though I couldn't feel'um in church
steady trying to ask somethin',
but needed to breath first...
( Deep Breaths and a sigh )
Oh my LORD, Why I keep runnin'?
Oh GOD why must I work?
Well I know why I have to work,
tell me why do my bones hurt?...
( A Loud Silence and empty breeze )
I'm still waiting on his replies
and crying out to the skys
cause I'm still standin' in dirt
and it's bout' to cover my eyes...
now I'm runnin' fast as I can,
but couldn't out run the sand.
I ran, til I can't run with this bible in my hand...
( Deeper breaths, final breath and then I go under )
Suffacating tryin' to read for these reasons to believe
like I never knew there were reasons
and never knew they were me...
( I arise and take the deepest most wonderful breath)
Then ev'ry moment it took to breathe was a moment I felt free.
It don't matter where I may be. GOD is all around me.
I'm alive more than ever and ready to do better
cause death can't kill LOVE and that's why I'll live forever.
Though still standin' in dirt, I know how to make it work
now I'm molding it because holding it only made matters worse.
If this life is what you make it, why live it as if you hate it?
Try to find something you LOVE and then LOVE it enough to chase it.
By: The Silent Knight
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Posted by Tue Nov 17, 2009 8:53am PST
Report AbuseWow!-the songs you used is perfect for the momentum you are creating in this well thought out post :) I'm still trying to figure out how your mind works- believe it or not, you actually exist where many of us has been trying to get to for a long time. You make it so easy to express yourself, while some of us is still confined to the limitations of our minds, that wont allow us to take a trip into unknown territory. I understand you so much even though our worlds are so far apart-- with all the being said- lets combine them and create a beautiful dream...
Very very nice post :)
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Posted by Tue Nov 17, 2009 9:02am PST
Report AbuseAnd that's why I love you so much. This almost feels like looking in the mirror. I see alot of me in you and alot of you in me as if we bring out the best in each other. I deeply appreciate you and thank GOD for your existance. You are the Great Woman who made me a Great Man. To love and be loved by you...what more could I ask for?
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Posted by Tue Nov 17, 2009 5:51pm PST
Report AbuseJust when you think you can't take it anymore - things change. Stay hopeful - you will love again. If you write like that - you must love again.
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Posted by Wed Nov 18, 2009 7:06am PST
Report Abusei like this, whenever i feel like i'm lose'n my way i think i will come back and read this post if you don't mind. thank you silent knight for sharing this beautiful post.
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Posted by Wed Nov 18, 2009 12:33pm PST
Report AbuseWoW! That hits so many emotions. I read each word wanting more!
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Posted by Wed Nov 18, 2009 9:55pm PST
Report AbuseBiggie & Pac! 2 legends in the game. Those of us not wasting time trying 2 bring down others are running. Hi h8rs!
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Posted by Thu Nov 19, 2009 5:02pm PST
Report Abusethanks so much for the support, i wish the best for you in your journey as well
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Posted by Mon Nov 23, 2009 11:45pm PST
Report AbuseNicely put esp.@ the end because so many people live their life as if they hate it, but ask and they will say love it more than how it use to b :)
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