jelousy kills people.

i found out at school today that my best friend Alan is going out with his ex again, and that she is way jealous of me. he said it was because of the incident we don't talk about from last year: she thought i was trying to steal him from her. here is the thing, last year i diddnt want him like that. he was JUST my best friend. she thinks i am pretty and that he will leave her for me. i think that is sad, because he said that she finds many flaws within herself and that he doesn't think that she is unconfident , but would rather that be her image so she doesn't seem like a narc.she leaves when ever we are both around Alan,like she hates me or something. that is okay with me you know not everyone you meet will like you. i just try to be nice to everyone, including those who i don't like.  i know i may seem like im trying to be a goody goody, but that is really what makes you popular. you have to be nice to everyone, not talk about people,look decent, be loud,confident,and smiley. but you don't have to be a prep, really all you have to do to not be a prep in that  situation is to hang out with mostly the people of your choice, dress the way YOU want, but follow the occasional preppy trends, but mix with your own style to make it your own.  well hope you guys don't mind my mindless ranting in the beginning and were helped on the popularity.
 

                                                            love to all,
                                                                       roo