labels

You no what I hate is labels. I have so many labels that have been put on me that I don't know who I AM anymore. An example, My husbands says you like to mulch leaves. I hate mulching leaves I just had to do that all these years. Because he couldn't and someone had to. All I really know I like is sit on the beach and listen to the waves in a bathing suit in the hot sun and ride my bike around town. Emotions I love my emotions they make me feel alive all this time I couldn't have them because they were different than his. What the???????? Crap I have alot of work to do to undo all this. Oh my gosh how did I let myself get here and how do I get out. Well one step at a time and slow and gentle. I don't care what you wear I don't who you think you are. I don't care what you want to be. I just want to be able to be just me. Whoever that is at the moment Im living in and not be judged or label by people who don't know me really know me. How sad for people like that who just won't let you be free to be.