Mild Rant to my ex's wife- Otherwise known as "are you really so stupid Jenna " ?

So are you still blind and clueless ? Or now after being with him and having 2 kids by him are you starting to see I wasnt the crazy b***h he tried to say I was ?
He hasnt had a job in over 3 years, arent you tired of supporting him ? I was after 2 years !
How much debt has he racked up in your name ? He did over 23,000 in his mom's name. I was too smart to let him use my social,and I put a guard on our son's.
Are you tired of doing everything, waiting on him hand & foot ? Are you tired of the critical comments about your body, when he is 40 pounds overweight & out of shape ?
Has he gotten physical with you yet ? Well know its coming, and know that when it does it wont be the only time. Know that eventually he will do it to your child(ren) too. Its a pattern for guys like him, just disagree with him one time to many. Why do you think my son wont come visit anymore ? Being choked and thrown across the room wasnt his ideal of a fun visit.
Are you seeing the cracks in the veneer ? Has his masked slipped ? Are your starting to see he is nothing like the person he portrays himself to be ? Well if you havent it shouldnt be long,he's not that great of an actor. But then again you are pretty stupid,otherwise why would you be with him ?
Oh I forgot, he lied to you about me. You thought he was a great Dad and I just wouldnt let him see his son. Well shocker, I gave him more visitaion than the court did,even when he was behind over 6,000 in child support. I paid his water bill,gave him food & put gas in his car when he used that as an excuse for not getting our son for the weekend. Did you know I was the one that took care of him after he had surgery, even paying his co-pays for his medicine ? That he spent every holiday with us ? That we visited his family together  ? That we still had keys to each other's places  ? All of this when we were not together anymore.
No I guess you didnt know, or you would know what a liar he is.
The worst part about this is, you didnt question anything he told you. Now there are 2 more kids whose lives will be hell because you were blind and stupid. I hope you wake up soon and get out before its too late. before your kids are scarred by nightmares of their father climbing in the window and stabbing them. before your child wets the bed at the thought of seeing his father, before your son says he will run away or kill himself before he ever goes back.
I hope you get a clue Jenna,before its too late.