i couldn't take the wait....I had to....
no....
.....i needed to
my love.....my bright and shiny love....
i pulled my passionate lover from his
hiding place...
how i've missed him....
......."hello, my love"
i whisper to my deep secret
i sit down on my bed....
anticipating his touch.....
i slit him through my skin
....carefully....
ah, the pleasure he gives me.....
the pain is.....
......unbearable.......
i wish it would never ever stop....
......never leave me......
beautiful.....dark.....mesmerizing.....
my blood spills down....
.....like a flowing river.....
i moan and hiss at the constant
friction.....
my skin boils in heat......
making my heart beat faster.....
my veins releasing more of the
beautiful crimson liquid.....
my lover ends it's torturous pleasures
upon my body.....
i lay him back down in his
hidden spot
so no one can ever take him away
....from me....
i drift off into darkness....
dreaming of my painful lover.....
and how i wish he could love me...
.....as well.....
This is the feeling of cutting. Don't worry, I've stopped (for now). My boyfriend keeps the blade away. :) <33 xoxo
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Painful Lover
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Posted by Fri Aug 8, 2008 6:40am PDT
Report Abusethis sounds really sick and messed up, but when i cut i like the look of it.... and it makes me feel like im in control of something.... im kind-of addicted to it.... i dont think that i'll ever stop....
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