Sunday, November 22, 2009

What is there to live for?

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I found myself asking if i could toloriate any more stress.Even being young,i have seen ,done,and experienced alot.The last two years have taken a tole.I have cancer,a deadline has been given,although i say its crap.Ive managed to extend my time by two years with my choise of medicating witch only helps the pain.Nateral remodies and taking the red meat out of my diet i feel are the reasons im still hear other than just my will to live for my two wonderful children Alexis and Jean.They were kidnapped by their father when he got out of jail This happening made it particularly hard to want to be in our home let alone mentally stable enough to work to keep it.Ive always made my own income,taken care of myself and children sacrificing anything nessisary to have what we need.This being said ,my life now.....i am homeless,now carless on foot walking up to 5 miles a day to make cash.I am and have worked so had to get out of this unfairly given hole,i take the just of it being my fault.I dont know why or what i even am writting this down for?Any and all services or referals given have all fallen through and its so frustrating ther just seems  to be no help when its needed and yet anyone that knows me knows id a been the first to help anyone if it was legal,needed,or was just the right thing to to do.So i guess im open to any sugestions thoughts or referals.Have a good day.ohh yeah sorry cant spell when im upset or in a hurry

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  • WilliamT's Avatar
    Posted by WilliamT Sat Nov 7, 2009 11:39pm PST

    Let's try tomorrow and some English lessons.

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  • PoetWithCancer's Avatar
    Posted by PoetWithCancer Sun Nov 8, 2009 12:05am PST

    Dear Lisa,

    Your spelling is good enough to get your words understood. And I understand.

    I also have cancer. I have been given, by a number of doctors, a number of deadlines. Also I have one doctor, a holistic physician, who actually says his program may cure me.

    Please read my poems. Most of my poems are about how wonderful life is and how well worth living it is. Now, some of my poems express my despair. Some of them are about my pain and fear. But even those have in them, somewhere, an expression of my love of life, and how much worth living it is.

    Perhaps we can become connected on Yahoo, if you wish.

    But in any case, I would read my poems titled "Seasonal Ring," "One Would Have Been Enough," "Equinox," and "Thanksgiving." These speak of my love of my own life.

    I also recommend you read my poem "To Angel Eyes: The Wonders of Your Life" which speaks of my love of life generally--my love of other people and my joy in the value of their lives.

    I hope to hear from you.

    Bye now.

    --PoetWithCancer (M.L.P.)

    aka Mr. Poet

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  • LindaH's Avatar
    Posted by LindaH Sun Nov 8, 2009 2:29am PST

    I feel you Lisa.

    Hang in there and let God take control of everything.

    Go down on your knees and surrender everything unto him.

    He cares and he is far bigger than our problems.

    Take care Lisa.

    Ttyl.

    ***Sincerely,Linda Hales***

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