Whatever... It doesn't matter anymore.

We aren't having children.  I am getting a permanent procedure done to make sure of that.  I have never wanted children.  I love children, but they aren't for me.  I am not happy with the fact that my husband has a child with another woman but, that is in the past.

He got screwed in court by his ex-wife and now he has to pay.  I am whining?  Yeah, screw you too!  You don't have to read anymore.  He pays child support to a child that he doesn't get to see.  And the money doesn't go to him anyways.  It goes to the ex-wife's new chitlins.  But she is busy with post partum depression to worry about him.

We are moving to a home down from my parents.  We plan to buy and expand it for us and our kittens (those are my kids).  Ireland is on hold for now.  Till we get older and till the boy turns 18 as well so he can go by himself if he wants to.

Courts suck.  They give you the run around and then tell you that damn divorce decree don't matter and ain't worth wiping your a$$ with.  Believe me, I have tried.  Maybe a change in scenery is in order (and change in venue next go about in court). 

I tend to piss people off because they think I just don't care about the boy because I don't want kids.  Not so.  I care.  I am pissed because some of you think that I just sit back and let the sh** pile up.  Ain't like that.  Some of you jump ahead.  Fine, if that is what you wanna think or do.

My side of the story don't matter.  Neither does my husband's.  We are the bad guys because my husband's ex-wife is a P.O.S. and doesn't have a job, claims postpartum depression as to why she can't care for my stepson, but, goes and spreads her legs to have two more with the man she cheated on my husband with (who has now left her because she and her man can't keep their clothes on with strangers) and now is wanting to try to get my husband back.  NOPE!  But it don't matter.  So, hasta la vista to all and to all a screw us in the a$$!!