Although it seems like it's over between me and max, i
can't help but think... am i just overreacting? i don't
know...i've already cried twice. and i've been told no man
is worth my tears...he's so different! and i can actually say
that without thinking of all the previous. he gave me such a rush,
and such a sweet, tender, feeling. i know it only took us a month
to say we loved each other, but when i said it, i meant it! if he
asked me to prove my love, by walking through hot coals, i would
say. "where and when?" i don't know... did i make him
upset? did i make him mad? is it my fault? am i overreacting?!
Christ! Am i being punished? would they really hurt me by taking
the one person i cared for most away from me?
I want to cry, i want to call him, and ask him...was it my fault? i
know one thing...i am as crazy for him i was the day we started
going out. perhaps his feelings have changed for me? it hurts to
think about it, but
i want him happy, even if its not with me. If i could have one
wish, it would be to talk to him one last time, and figure this
whole thing out, and if it comes down to it...make up our minds.
you see...it's almost our anniversery, i was saving money to go
see him, make him cupcakes and all...i was even looking at
sweetheart rings...something that says. "hey, even though were
miles apart, i am still 100% faithful to you, because you are the
only one who holds my heart in your hands." wow, thats a
mouthful huh? lol
should i still give him the ring? i mean...i want to, to tell him i
still love and care for him...
oh crap i'm crying again. i don't know what to do...
Monday, November 30, 2009
Why Love Is Such A Bittersweet Feeling?!
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Posted by Thu Oct 8, 2009 9:24am PDT
Report AbuseOMG that is so true because me and my boyfriend just broke up and i keep crying and he pulled out the ole its not u its me card. I still love him. I go home everyday thinking i could be his friend but when i see him my heart just hurts... so trust me i know wht your going through.
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Posted by Thu Oct 8, 2009 10:37am PDT
Report Abuseunfortunatley it'll hurt until someone new comes along and occupies your brokenheart. One little bit of advice ( and i know what they say its easier said then done) stay busy do something for yourself.
Cry Lana because keeping it inside only makes it worst.
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Posted by Sun Oct 11, 2009 7:14am PDT
Report AbuseI just broke up with my boyfriend but it was a little different....we had a domestic incident, and he is an alcoholic. He moved out but we were still going to try to make it work. We saw each other on weekends and still had sex....until we got into an argument and a few days later he texted me to say he had a new girlfirend....a 22 year old stipper...and sent me half naked pics of them to prove it. Now even though I know intellectually that I'm better off, I am devestated and cry nonstop and I can't get the pic our of my head. Every tells me to let it go and I can't, so I've started therapy. Any advice would be appreciated.
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Posted by Mon Oct 12, 2009 12:27am PDT
Report Abusenot only am i devistated because my boyfriend and i decided to part in order to salvage whatever there is left but every other aspect of my life is beginning to crumble. my children are staying with my parents, im getting kicked out of my apt. because i broke the leasing agreement...(seriously this is why: I bought my son a kitten for his b-day and wanted to see if he's responsible enough to keep it and didn't want to pay for a deposit before i was certain he could take care of the kitten. well, my manager gave me thirty days to move because i didn't pay the deposit or let him know about the cat)...how do i cope? where do i go? who do i turn to when everyone seems to have moved forward while i remain in the distance... I am so lost. I miss me.
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Posted by Mon Oct 12, 2009 12:27am PDT
Report Abusenot only am i devistated because my boyfriend and i decided to part in order to salvage whatever there is left but every other aspect of my life is beginning to crumble. my children are staying with my parents, im getting kicked out of my apt. because i broke the leasing agreement...(seriously this is why: I bought my son a kitten for his b-day and wanted to see if he's responsible enough to keep it and didn't want to pay for a deposit before i was certain he could take care of the kitten. well, my manager gave me thirty days to move because i didn't pay the deposit or let him know about the cat)...how do i cope? where do i go? who do i turn to when everyone seems to have moved forward while i remain in the distance... I am so lost. I miss me.
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