K, Well, My name is Whitney. And I have the worst gramer and spelling in the world so ya sorry if it gets a little hard to read. I have notised that dureing the times that there are big tests during school i gain a little weight so im guessing i gain weight when i am stressed. When summer started i gained 5 pounds and i freaked out and i had no clue as to what to do!! And so i decided to just forget every oneand my problus and lock my self in my room for a few days with some cool music my books and my tv and i went back to my normal weight in about a week or two than i started to get lonely and i i wanted to hang eith my friedns but i felt that i had started to lose them now that i have hung out with them more its gotten better but it was pretty bad now they like hanging with me for a wail and like hanging out in the back yard and going on bike rides and stuff but some times they like just hanging out with just them tree and not the four od us but thats happens a lot with every one in the group now its me one time it was liz and be fore that it was me but it is never the other two because the like started the group so they just go back and forth with being mad at me and liz now  i think that we are all cool  with each other for some times its a little tense and im feeling really self consouse about summer ill have to be in a swim suit a lot and for some reasone no matter what i do i have hairy legs if i shave and than get goos bumps its like i had never shaved the hair is right back and i get cut alot on  new razers becuz thay are sharp and on old razers cuz they are dull and hurt more when you get cut and stuff and i cant find any good brand and all kinds of stuff are happening with this guy i dont know if i like him i think about him a lot but that is probubly cuz i dont know if i like him or not. He really really likes me and asked me out a lot but i have never dated before and im a little nourvouse and i dont know what to do do i sit there do i talk where should we hang out i have no idea will he still like me if he knows i like reading for like make beleive stuff like dragons andi also like computers and i like movies and cartoons and stuffed animals but i also like skte bords and tattos and i ahve no idea what kind of personality i have a lot of people think i am dumb and wonder why i am in the high ability learning group and that they are not but i dont know how to interact with people that well like not a bug group but with a little one like 4 people or less and i ahve no idea how to change how i act and im getting a little of subect i have no idea if he will still like me if i tell him i have issues like i dont know like rambling on on on and on about my life on the internet just so i think he might stilll like me but there is one thing i know is sertain at the moment he thinks he loves me or at least really likes me he has told me so but i afraid that he will not like me once he gets to know me he'll find out i can't spell that well and dump me but i ahve never been dumed so i dont know how bad it is but that again i don tknow if i want to know i jsut cant stand this and he isnt very cool like at school he is not popular and that would not be very good on my image but i cant stand it im really confuzzed and if any one is reading this hole thing i have to give you props and cant even read somethign this boring this long espesially with all the missspells and grammer and stuff. I give ya my props man!! well i still dont know what to do he is soooo tall that is wonder full tall gus are HOTsence i am a little over 5'5" i really would like a tall guy and he towers over my he must be a,=lmost 6 fett and in 7th grade ( he is thesame age as me if you are wondering ) but i cant stand this idea that he'll find out something aboout me that he doesnt like and than dump me i cant stand it aaaaa  :((((( sand faces aw i dont know what to do or may be i do ill just forget about him not date ver get a few cats and die alone NO wait i wont be alone ill be with my cats and  im this weak persone tha has no aim so if itry to punch some one i miss but i dont understand. I can through an 8 pound shot put 25 feet and i only weigh 115 and i told you how tall i was i just dont know what if he finds out that im not that good at hunting and i like hunting it is fun ( sounding, Its fun sounding i have never gone hunting be he likes it ) but i ahve gone branding and other stuff like that i like going to the fridaynight races with my step dad and oll other stuff i  have figured out some thing i dont like him i ahve nothing incommen wiht him i dont need him he wont like me once he go on a dote so why ? risk it i just will go through life a LONE i like being alone like am am now rantingon on on on and on on and on on and on on about nothing important i just will stay in my room till sumer is over and not eat any thing so i can lose some of my weight thats a good idea soo yea i think my blog is done if you can call it a blog its just mu whineing aboiut nothing good to hear about well so  yea i better stop this blog before it gets too long.......