Newborn Fear

With less than two weeks until her birth, reality is setting in

-Julie Ryan Evans, BettyConfidential.com

Introducing our newest blogger, Julie Ryan Evans, who aslo serves as Betty's editor-at-large. Look for her posts each week.

Today I walked into her freshly painted closet and started taking down from the little pink hangers the newborn outfits I've been collecting over the past few months. I went through her drawers and pulled out the soft blankets and washcloths, the little hooded towels and tiny pink socks and started removing price tags and throwing away the receipts I had saved ... just in case. Then I placed them all in the washer with the unmistakably baby scent of Dreft. They're really not going to be returned, I thought as I watched them spin around in the soapy water.

In just about two weeks, our daughter will arrive. It's taken a long time for it to feel like it's really going to happen, but now with the holidays just memories and her non-stop twists and turns constantly distorting my stomach, her arrival is nearly tangible. While I've been preparing with the things she needs, in so many other ways I haven't prepared at all.

To read more about Julie's last two weeks of pregnancy, click here.