Oh what a day!

Now that pisses me off!! I already wrote a post throughout the day and somehow its gone....
ohhhhh, that makes me mad. 
Now i have to start over and where do i begin...  Well, as you know if u have been following, my son is homeless again.  He burnt another bridge.  He isn't taking the medication he is suppose to take for his mental illness.  Man, this is so hard and being his mother its harder.  Where he is 24 there isn't much I can do he needs to do for himself, that my dear readers  i have learned the hard way.  Because everytime he is here, the cops come, he is assualtive and abusive.  OMG, He just called again, i told him to call the shelter he won't.

What a life, huh, I am telling you if it's not my son, its my daughter, not my daughter it's my mother....
He just stopped by and got a sleeping bag and left.  I really really feel so hurt and so bad for him, but if i continue to help, like i always have he will never ever help himself.   I did ask him if he went to the mental health clinic and he said no.  I don't need to...This is the hardest thing i have done in my life was turning my son away.  I wish 23 years ago they handed a book to me and said this is how you bring your children up.  I really did the best i could of.

got to step away, i need a break, i can't even think at this moment.

Back again!  Now it is evening and getting ready for dinner and to watch Chef Ramsey.  I like that show and I think I will sit back, have a drink and ponder over the day and then watch my show. 
Speaking of shows, do any of you watch the soap opera guiding light?  Its so sad to see it go this month.  I'm going to miss Springfield.

Good night all;

Diamond

Quote for the night,

My theory is that if you look
confident, you can pull
off anything, -even if you
have no clue what you're
doing