Are you kidding me?!?!?!

I don't want to sound exceedingly vain, but I'd like to say that I'm pretty cute, fairly thin and pretty cool to be around. I can always seem to catch attention when I'm out and about, but I don't seem to catch more than that.

It feels like I'm constantly trolling for the right fish to take the bait.

I've had many a failed relationship, that leave me slightly bitter and unsure that I'll ever snag me a winner.

Off that subject a little... Today I caught my ex talking to my overweight, ugly (inside, and out) co-worker. Me and her have had our fair share of dissagreements, but being that we're the only 2 girls in the company and we are in close quarters for 8 hours every day (That's more time then I spend with my daughter or any of my real friends) We talk alot. We gossip, we share gruesome details of our sex lives, love lives, and home lives. I told her all the problems I had with this particular ex, and the little dirty girl things I've done since the breakup. Me and her have been going through one of our I really don't like you right now moments, so finding out that him and her are talking is rather annoying to me. In no way do I want him back, I didn't really want to be with him in the first place. But it disgusts me that he can jump from me to her. I'm fully aware that it's all speculation on my part assuming they are more than just friends, but it's rather gross for me to think about that as a possibility. I think I'm more concerned about any of the things I shared with them being talked about behind my back.

Well now that I got that off my chest. Is it a completely unreasonable feeling to have?