So yeah...I decided to blog. Took me a few years to bother
with it. (On yahoo, at least)
Writing about stuff...it's usually a pain to think of what to
write for me. Maybe my life seems THAT uneventful?
Possibly because I can't complain much...y'know, having a
roof over my head, grub in the tummy, and a computer to type up
blogs on.
Though, I guess one thing happened recently...I fell in love for 4
days. Normally, I'm not one to drop the "L"
word. I don't fully understand the feeling all too well
in it's entirety and would rather not throw it around
carelessly.
I fell hard, though. I threw away every barrier I ever
brought up to fight these types of nonsensical-emotions.
...of course, I was discarded in under a day after confessing. (She
also said she loved me.)
We went on about soul mates and ----- , too. So many things
in common...acting like teens and saying I love you and laughing
over and over...it was wonderful.
Then tossed aside.
Women can suck. Even when they are smart, vibrant, seemingly
loving, and kind. I fought to not be overly clingy but
offering enough emotional support to keep her knowing I
cared. Always keeping up with my humor and being perfectly
open.
It was all worthless. I have no clue where you could possibly
improve from there. I guess the heart doesn't always want
to make sense.
I'm depressed as heck, but reading suicide-related web pages
made me realize it could be a heck of alot worse.
Now here I am. Blogging and eating pepperoni/cracker combo
mini snacks and listening to a Pet Shop Boys cover done by a metal
band. (It's a Sin - Gamma Ray)
...so how was YOUR day. Don't skip out on all the gory
details, you lovable ----- s. <3
Heisenburg was right...the more you try to analyze love, the less it makes sense.
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Posted by Mon Dec 1, 2008 7:56pm PST
Report AbuseWow my man,you are well rounded.And if you landed here you are better off than some. Thanks for the drive by on my blog and the kudo's my effort to type correctly.My day was slow. I am in recovery from a knee replacement and it started hurting a lot recently,like it may need to be realined or something.I have not been takin the pain pill's though. they are not really helping and I do not want to get stronger one's. So I am fighting pain with laughter. LOL. That hurt's.Like your music view's,too. It is so nice to love music of all types.Black sabbath to trykofsky....it all rock's.
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Posted by Mon Dec 1, 2008 8:18pm PST
Report AbuseHa ha, you're always becoming a much more awesome dude with each post!
That sounds sucky. Old injurys or some recent problems lead to it?
lol. Watch out for the laughter. It's a double edged sword! Ha ha!
Why hold back? Every type of music has its perks and perspective of life. I'm a Mozart/Brahms man, myself. My playlist is ALWAYS all over the place. People are shocked when they visit, lol.
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Posted by Mon Dec 1, 2008 9:03pm PST
Report AbuseHow 'bout that, Wolfgang is one of my faves, too, along with Grieg, Pink Floyd, oh, and a whole lot more. Sorry to read about your lost love. Couple of weeks ago I,too, was dumped after a very short time. I laughed my way through. You sound like you could do the same. Good luck.
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Posted by Tue Dec 2, 2008 2:32pm PST
Report AbuseJoshua, you sound like a wonderful person, thank you so much for your comment on my blog. I did leave you a response there.
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Posted by Tue Dec 2, 2008 9:19pm PST
Report AbuseBefore signing off, I just wanted to thank you for your comment on my post.
How cool you are, well rounded young man. :)
I love martial arts as well,I take cardiokickboxing for the past 15yrs. and I love streetbikes, I'm usually posting things with bikes and such.. What a mix... LOL! :)
And yes I'm a girl, mom of a 23yr old daughter, and wife.
It is very nice to have nice gentleman come and interact with this beautiful SHINE crowd. I have met many many wonderful people, different ideas and likes. I am so stoked I found this site months ago.
Well sweet dreams. Read you soon.Thanks again. Sorry to rumble on LOL!
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Posted by Tue Dec 2, 2008 9:32pm PST
Report AbuseHi, I'm Jellybean,
Well I'm sure there will be someone out there for you, just be yourself.It's good to keep positive.
If you like classical and rock, my favorite band of all besides Pink Floyd is Apocalyptica. They are four cellists who play Metallica cover songs. It's like headbanging to clasical music.lol
Have a nice night.
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Posted by Tue Dec 2, 2008 9:52pm PST
Report Abuselol, nothing wrong with mixed hobbies, Stormy!
Wow, daughter my age, huh? She as smart and vibrant a woman as you? With that dash of adventurous personality to boot? =P
I really do enjoy the people here, aswell. Even if I don't always agree with them...it's been an overall great experience. Glad I found my way here, heh. =)
Jelly:
Nice to meet'cha. ; )
I know them. First go into them due to a certain vampire show. XD Love the mood they create with the Cellos...they are on my playlist, currently. =P
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Posted by Thu Dec 4, 2008 10:57pm PST
Report Abusefor a guy, i'd have to say that was pretty deep.
such a man wouldn't open up the way you did!
four days huh?
i fell in love once for a year and half and the b------ left me for three other girls i guess both sex's can be rotten...
i totally understand where you're coming from though.
one last note. the heart sometimes never makes sense, and that makes it so much more confusing eh?
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Posted by Fri Dec 5, 2008 11:55am PST
Report AbuseNormally I don't open up like that, either. But for the sake of persuing what I thought was love...BAM, I gave it my all. It was awkward but wonderful all the same time. XD
I was once in love for 4 years...but that was all one-sided. That was the list time I remember being in love vs. just liking someone a whole lot. =P
Men can suck, too. I don't just hold women accountable for their actions, lol. That's why I get pissed when I see a guy friend play with a woman that is completely...just flat out awesome and loving. Meh.
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