how i feel around her.

This blog is for my baby. she has asked me to write about any of my feelings so i choose this feeling. babe you make my heart stop and skip every other beat, but I love the way you do it. I love the way you smile, the way you laugh. so I am here to tell you i feel the same as you do every day you cry and I'll cry, you smile and I'll smile, you hate and I'll hate. I love you and you love me. i feel bad for hurting you and I am sincerely sorry, but i hope you know i have been nothing but honest with you since we've been togethor. 
since I'm talking about honesty i will say if i ever do lie to you again it will be about were im hiding your B-Day present. i am not a uncontrollable beast, i am your lover and hope to always be. i love you with a burning passion. i hope my last breath can be with you. just remember these three words "I Love You"
i will tell you my feeling since we've been togethor i have felt butterflies in my stomach because i was scared to hurt you and what do i do? i hurt you anyways. i feel horrible for hurting you and try to love myself as much as you do which i cannot do anymore.  i feel better when you kiss me and i hold you tight. i feel lonely when we say goodbye. i feel butterflies again when we say hello.
these are the main feelings ive gotten since the day we got togethor. i wish i could eliminate all the bad feelings, but whats done is done. i will not give up the love of my life to a few tears. i will climb this mountian if it kills me. i would risk my own life before i would let one person lay a single hand on you. i would never want to hurt you like i did. but these are my inner thoughts. plzzz comment on this blog and ty for reading.