Guy number two came into the picture a few months later. He was funny, witty, caring, and also charming but completely different from guy number one. There was something unexplainable about him. It made my heart fluttering talking to him or even just thinking about talking to him. There was instant chemistry.
So i get to the point in my friendship with both of them where they begin to reveal their feelings. It's wonderful. I have two guys that feel strongly about me.
But here's the kicker....WHO do I feel the same about?! Guy one or guy two? Yes, it was confusing for a while but I'd like to think that I came to my senses.
It suddenly became clear after a lovely dinner at the Sun Dial with guy number one. Everything there was perfect and the view was beautiful.
I glanced across the table to see a guy who wasn't what I wanted or had hope for, and it was then that I realized that something was missing...I didn't want to be with him nor could I picture myself in a relationship with him:/
Every touch, every word...I wanted it so badly to be the other guy. The was no romantic future for us...I liked guy number two and it was obvious to me and him. It was hard to tell guy number one (even though we both knew the truth) that I didn't love him and that I just couldn't be with him, but I did. I thought that guy number one and I would still have a friendship, but as it turned at out we had nothing...no phone calls, no texts, no anything afterwards...he even has a gf now(I'm a bit jealous. And yes, I know I said he wasn't the one, but from time to time I wonder if I should be with him). Does love make you feel like this...confused, torn, maybe even lost?
Oh one more thing...I have yet to tell guy number two my feelings for him:/
Maybe neither is "the one"...oh boy???lol
Anyone had a similar experience? Did you ever think he or she was "the one" for you? How did you figure out the person wasn't or was "the one?"
