Its been 2 months since we broke up. I still
love Quinten. He said he still loves me. However, we both are
dating new people. Its hard. I feel like maybe I should date anyone
else. I told the new person that it I can't guarantee anything.
I even told him if he felt like I was wasting his time I would
understand. For some reason, he is still around. I wonder sometimes
why. Last night, however, I got into a huge fight with Quinten. I
told him that if he honestly loves me than he shoud be here with me
now. Since he isn't..its time that I walk away. I've said
it to him before. He's said it to me. Yet we were still there.
After last night, I need to walk away for a while. Is it for good?
I do not know. Will I come back in a few months, years? IDK. Do I
want to? Yes. But do I need to? not now. I love this man with all
my heart. But I know all too well just because you love someone
doesn't mean you should be with them.
I miss him. I love him. I think I will always will. But for now, my
life has to be without Quinten. I believe in everything I ever done
in my life..this had to be the hardest.
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Posted by Mon Oct 26, 2009 1:24pm PDT
Report AbuseNO YOU NEED TO MOVE ON PERIOD.....THIS IS NOT LOVE. HE IS NOW STRINGING YOU ALONG, HAS HIS CAKE AND EATING IT TOO. THERE ARE PLENTY OF FISH IN THE SEA. THIS ON IS A FLOUNDER..SO LET HIM SINK AND MOVE ON AND DO NOT LOOK BACK. IN THE LONG RUN YOU WELL BE SO MUCH HAPPIER. ONE DAY YOU WELL FIND A NEW MAN AND SEE WHAT REAL LOVE IS ALL ABOUT. THIS IN NOT LOVE....HAVE RESPECT FOR YOUR SELF FROM HERE ON OUT,AND KICK THIS GUY TO THE STREETS......
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Posted by Mon Oct 26, 2009 1:45pm PDT
Report AbuseYou have to do what you gotta do though. I hope you get a chance to checkout my blog. I have a couple of heart break pieces.
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Posted by Mon Oct 26, 2009 1:58pm PDT
Report Abusesometimes what we think is love isn't . Sometimes it's more that we have grown used to what we have and think that is normal and we can't live without it. There is so much more to life than what we see on a daily basis. Love should bring us joy, and peace. And when we say we can't live without a person, if should be because that other person completes us and makes us whole. It should never be turmoil and we should never have to kill ourselves trying to please the other person. If you are having to work too hard to make this relationship work, then maybe it's because you shouldn't be in it at all. That's when you know it's time to take a walk.
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Posted by Mon Oct 26, 2009 4:01pm PDT
Report Abusethank you michael and tpumkin. It is time I need walk away for good.
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