Lowering myself down (Retrieve from my journal)
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START TIME: 09/04/09 5:32PM This point
is called lowering my self-esteem. I decided not to
go to work last September 02 because I'm not able to work...
I'm not feeling well and still nursuring the pain. Also, I
decided to talk to him, to end my what ifs. He
showed up and talked to me. My plan was to cry infront of him so
he'll be guilty for what he have done to me. While we're
talking, I unexpectedly cried infront of him. Ask him to come back
to me but then he said maybe in time he'll be coming back. But
then, I am not expecting him to come back. The way I see it,
he's enjoying for what he have for now. And, it hurts me so
badly. Accepting my defeat and loss for this battle of my love,
decided to pick up the pieces of me. I went home
and texted mom about the break up. We talked the nect morning and I
cried unexpectedly. Crying and telling my pain to mom is the best
relief that I have. Also, I prayed to God to help me on this agony
and asked for guidance and strength. I felt good as always as I
expected. END TIME:
09/05/09 05:45PM
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Posted by Sat Sep 5, 2009 3:01pm PDT
Report AbuseYou need professional assistance to help you see your strengths and to build upon your weaknesses. Friends and family can help but aren't a substitute. Being dumped isn't a measure of your worth, as much as his undeveloped personality. Move on.
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Posted by Tue Sep 8, 2009 3:30pm PDT
Report Abuseam doing good...and I know that I'll be doing better! :)
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